If you look younger than your age .

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This is what it means

It’s not about your skin it’s spirt you choose peach over you been though healing storms never turn them biiter counting down the years . you lived . holding on grudges we have leant to open doors and let go go of pass . Because the next time you can smile you show us your story . you bring back the light to you . Whatever happened in your story let go . Never go of the light . You always walk away .

I fell a hugh part of me as has left . After my abuse life . The parson I want to be had gone now . There was so much I wanted to do and see before this parson come to stay . And took over my life. .

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Befor my abuse life I had a life I now what I want to be . I was happy then .i had everything . I had my dreams my girl friend at the time . I doing a lot . I was on stage week . I was looking after the eldey I loved it hearing about there story’s I was spending time with family . I was going travailing with my girl friend . I was happy Vevy Happy I had everything I was lughing holding hands . We kissed . That part of my life was great . I then had to speak to Roise was my girl friend one of of them I spend the night at hers Roise said I love you I love too . We carried on seeing each other when she had her own boyfriend . Roise said your my one . Were ever you are we be alwys tougher . I said to her I going to moveing to supporting home why I am disabled . Ok so are we over no I said . I will see you when I moved in I life then went away . I had delet with everything myself .

I was secerd I lost everything I lost my further then I lost my girlfriend . I lost a hugh part of me . Now I don’t know who I am . I never get over that . Once I had dreams now my dreams had gone . All because of my abuse life .

I will never forgive my old support and I will never trust them ever again . They broke me . I am still never talking about it .

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I have decied I will never forgive my old support and I will never trust them . Ever again . They broke my trust I will never talk about it . Those support are happyly don’t support me . My family will never know what is happing behind close doors . All I can say it’s messy . Reminds me of my abusevise past . My second home is doing the same thing as my first home . I will never forgive my some support now . This team .

Jonathan Williams

My Anxiours story .

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I was always have anxiours since I was vevy little boy . I was vevy shy when I a small child was vevy hard to make friendships so my only friend when I was a child was Roise. She knew how to talk me and then we were friends . I opened up to Roise about our child hood our further plans we talked about our feelings. We talk everyday first was friendships then followed by partner . That lead to other anxiours feelings from bullying life my abuse life . Though my life Roise is vevey easy to talk to . As was shy the parson she talk too was her me and her mum . She’s the only girl I liked I was myself with her and talking to her . Not like the rest of my partner’s I had . I will always be shy not as shy now . Roise gave me everything I ever wanted . Was’nt just a friend she was more . She was the fist

Jonathan Williams

Hello my is Jonny this is my new story .

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Were to begin .

From this ..

When I was a kid I was happy I had my own life . I my parents and family know everything about me . I was enjoying my life . I had an girl friend Roise I was seeing We held hands kissed spend the night tougher . I moved too anther parnter at college so did . We both had lots of parents . one day Roise said to me I always love you . Forever and ever . I said I always love you . We spend the night tougher . Roise told me she was ill all the time . So I said you be ok with rest . Roise rested and got wose . I then understood . I had a last talk that change me Roise said about being in hosptal . And us . then I said what what do mean by us I love you I always love you I said really .. Roise yes I always love you . Talk to me not me about you I said love you too. When we talked for the last time that night . I said good night my love . The next day my I went on my laptop and Roise had passed away . I ran out side crying . Everyone saw me Adam gave me a hug . followed by the rest . That has changed me . For life . The day I lost my teachers and friends that passed away . I still getting used to it .

The day I moved in too my monster home had changed me .

The day I had lived in my second home has changed me ,

The day I live in second home reminds me of my monster home .

What makes me sad is I will see and talk to Roise ever again same with my teachers that passed away . And friends that passed away . And friends that walked away . From our friendship . Now all of them are in my hart forever and ever .

I wish them there dreams comes trure .

I will always belive The ones that past are looking down on me . Everyday .

Jonathan Williams

I had forgave all the second home . With events .

I am different parson . Now

I should of passed away a long time a go I was vevy ill when I was a child . Then I woundern’t had worry .about me now . The big regret I have the rest of my life is because I was vevy shy . I knew Roise was my one . I invted Roise to come back to flitwick . On the famours mount . next undenenth there is our tree . We sat down and talked . About us and how ill she was . With her dream’s I said to her to have feelings towords me .You know I do . It has always been you never Jack or any other boy Man . I would love to be your girl friend . I said are you sure I am disabled I will go live in supporting home yes I know I would to be with you .Were ever you are . They are my birds . Always there for me .They show me how to be myself . And they show how to love . I am still broken . And always .They part of my life . They are my spirts