If I can change I will do it for you .

If I can change I will do it for you .

Its a love story  about a man who changed his whole  life for his love . It’s also a sad story with happy ending .

It’s nothing like I witen before

It’s got a message .

Let me begin .

There is a young man  who is a drinker . And a smoker  John is homles and starts beging  for money . Everyone walks passed him John gets beaten up every day there is a nice looking lady who stopped and helped him lean on Emily so John did Emily cleaned him up John said why are you helping me because  everyone devie a second change thank you you don’t need to thank me just promise me you will get well.  I promise . Emily said your coming back with me . So I know your safe . Thank you . Just lean on me and you be ok . Emily and John kissed . Emily fell in love with John he also fell in love with Emily. John went back home . With  Emily and John’s world are tougher forever . Emily says to John I got bad news I got cancer I got a lump . John brock down in tears . Everything will be ok I know . The next months Emily is in pain Emily and John went to the doctors they said Emily is over joued  lost  one of her babies . I am so sorry . The other is alive . We need to get it quickly before your son dies . As well. We will try to safe him . And get him them both out . Thank you . For letting us know. We have to say  good bye to your husband for a few seconds can he can come .Ok quickly . It’s life or death for  both . We need to act quickly .  And safe you and your children. John waited  outside the thether room . Until the doctors says ok . The head doctor came out with bad news . Your son had sadly passed away . John is in tears .  What about Emily she is fighting for her life . What dose that mean You have to peper to say good bye . No I won’t I love her she’s ill she’ dinging you can’t keep her alive if she wants to die .

End of part one .

 Fight for life

The family and John sat down waiting for news . Emily pulled though . John went in holing her hands and said I love you and will never leave you . John placed his head on Emily’s breast and Emily touched him and said I love you too.

End of part too.

Fight for survival

The next few hours is agony to here the news  his daughter Emily John is beside her every step of her operation every one is walking and being nuvers . That moment the doctor came out with good news . John and the whole family stood up and the doctors  delver the news . That it went really well . She won’ts you . Everyone went too see Emily . John said I love you and am sorry . Love you too. Sorry for what not being here for you . When you were small don’t worry . it’s now I worry about . John placed his hand and gave it to Emily . My love will never be broken  .

Home

The next day Emily went home with John and family . They spent time thoghter   then John said good night too Emily and went too bed . Him When Emily wanted to go see her dad and thank him .  John never woke . The next day Emily found her dad on the soafo  not breathing . Emily called the ambulce  . And they took away the body .Emily is in tears . While the ambulce is there .

End of part 3.

Saying good bye

The next few days is the funnel everyone came to say good bye . To there dad and friend . Also a farther and a husbuded . They all Throw ashes and flowers . Emily kissed him good bye . And thank him for begging there .  While everyone left Emily still stayed to say her finale good bye just her alone . Emily brook down in teas hear brother Nigel also came over . They held hands tougher and said there finely good bye . and placed a rose to rember him . They both kissed good bye . And slowly the coffin went . Emily said I’ll stay for a bit longer . you sure . Yes I’lll be aright . Ok Emily went over and talked to her dad and said why did you have to  go I really miss you . I love you dad always. Your increasable    man I really do miss you Emily gave her favour toy and  a rose . Emily also gave her a kiss of good bye . Emily slowly   walked of . She said love you dad before left .

End of part 4 .

Jonathan Williams  .

My Hope’s and Dreams for the Further .

My Hope’s and Dreams for the Further

For this summer for me Jonathan do to as much as I can getting me ready for the further . This Autumn will be my one year leaving intplety  . I have battled everything to new start . Were I call home at last I am finding my feet . To be the man I want to become . I have now forgiven  everyone who hurt me . I have move on to bee come a better man . Nothing and no one will stop me have a great further . For what I really want is somebody to be side my life . Every step of the way . And ask the pater to marry . I am now really happy and out going . Now I always was look forward to everything now . I have now made loads of friends and staff are brill . So thank you for giveing me a home . a new life . I can’t rep you but Thank you all you have changed me . In too a dark place into a place a call home. And thank you Glen and the Bosses For letting me live here you too have changed my life . For ever .  I hope you Glen and the other boss are happy with what you done . As am new still I made a inpacted in  I have . You all gave me a change to live again so thank you . And you won’tnt give up .  To give me the best . Start  you all made me a better person . I am home . you feel me welcome I am getting  there slowly  day by day month by month .  And I’ll be new person . This year is my year and I want back down . Every year is  I want never back down . I will get wiser and there be more a fight in me . I am already the man I always wanted to be. I mean every word you have changed me.

Jonathan Williams.

Today I become a gent letting go my passed

Today I become  a gent  letting go my passed .

Song

I am the boy who gets listed to and cared about I am the boy who has his hart broken all the time I am the boy who get’s stallebed on . I am  the boy that has loads of love I am the boy who become a man I never had a friend not a friend that sticks by you all the time . Now I am gown up  with more dreams . The only wish I have is to for and my family and friends to be happy . And do what they what to do . I am a tough guy I never sow it . I have to be brave though out my life . I lost so many friends and family . It’s time for me . I am the a happy guy . All the time Until someone dies or someone blackes me . Today is the first time I will be letting go . And become the man I always wanted to bee. Everyone devis to be happy . I will do anything to fight for my freedom and be happy again . Today is the first time I say good bye to my passed . I now be a new person .   I promise you  I will make things right again . I will be free . The day I walk out on there lives I feel so happy . I feel more me . I won’t let you go . Please stand      by me whatever I done . I can’t do it alone . You will always be in my hart I sear I won’t never let you go . I am not so prude of the things I have done  oh come home it’s time to say good bye  rember me don’t rember the passed  I placed the hands on your hart and I say I love you I want let you go . Please believe me . I will do anything for you . Oh year . I can’t stop loving you . you are my world just take my hand and I’ll take yours too .

Jonathan Williams .

The Boy witch grew into a gentleman.

The Boy witch grew into a gentleman.

This story is about me and my life becoming into a gentleman .

It’s got a powerful message

Let me begin .

The story begins when I was a young boy my very steps into nursery  I din’t know want to do or were I was I releges I was in nursery I wanted to levev I made a friend olli Oliver with Luke and Rhys they are still my friends . I left that nusney  to go a school everyone was sad . They wished me well. And I left to go to different school’s . And I never thought I would see Oliver Luke and Rhys again I need it was very emils . We got close . again . I was a teenager  Luke’s house was put on sale I was really trying not to cry . When Luke let go of my hands and waved I was in tars . Oliver looked at me and we both were in tears . The bus left and the parents and Luke waved good bye I never will see him again . I in a few months left school . I never though I will see Oliver  again . When I said my last good buy  to the school . Then I was leaving  with a house mate . Now by my self  I went to college I am a lady’s man . Now I I show it more . I use to volunteer there to . I love I left because I need to find me . And I have . Nothing to give any more .

I have proven I have still got the power of fight .  And I will never giver up . I am getting there day by day with friends and family . I have proven my point I can do things with out any help . Before long I can move out and live my live . I really want someone . Who understands me . Not just because the person feels sorry for me . I don’t want any one to feel sorry I don’t need it I want someone who is there think and thin All the time . When we both are old and grey . I don’t want to be to used again . I have changed so I now what I am looking for . I am vevy stuben  so is my family . I wont look back  my hart is forward not the passed . I wish all my friends and family the best of there further  . Please don’t stop back follow your hart  were your hart goes  go there too . Take a change be the person you want be never look back always look forward .  I have got big dreams ahead always keep your dreams even if its inpoabal . Some how some day the dreams will come true . We all have to grow up but the grown up act like children . We are all children we never want to a met it . That’s is how we are all work . I don’t who is more  worse the kids or adauts . They are both bad when they need to be . That is why we as humans are adptd  to anmils  live . They are us . where were I go the children and the adults are laughing  what I said we are are once children . That is why everyone makes a noses . It wont change . Unless there are few mum’s and dad’s with children . Because  children tuners into Adults . I have though hard times goods my family and friends always there since day one . They  won’t stop . They mead me a promise and I meand them a promise too. We will always be tougher .I have found my feet once again . I may be a pain so can everyone in life . I know what I want in life . To be the best performer ever . In my time . I will get there steps by steps . That’s the one thing makes me happy and love to do . I am born on the stage . To be the next performer in my life time . I won’t never let go it . People like different things it be strange  . if everyone liked the same things . We lead a parth of our further . And our dreams . When we were small things have changed we were at school then college . I won’t change any of it I just wish I had more time . To be the man I want know I know . School and college will always be in my hart . I mad friends for life . Now I am a man on to my next parth in my further I say good bye to my friends I wish I see them I know why I am now livering in my second soprting liveing home . This summer I am meeting  up with my friends . Scene school and college . This year will mark my fist year with my second home . I love it better than my old . I  am more relax  I became the man I want to be . I push my self to the lemtit to be happy . I will do anything to make my self happy . And others . I don’t also think about me I help everyone help out . Even if they don’t want help . I am always here . For anyone . I am just a call away . I fight so can you . We all got dreams small or big . We will all get to them . I want to say a big thank you to everyone who helped me with my bad times and my good times . Now I am the man that is very easy going . And loves fun . I always did . I really know love fun .

That’s me .

Jonathan Williams

With a hart of gold . Dose anything for anyone .

My story .

Hope you like it

The end . Now a new further . It’s not  the end of my story  it’s just getting stared .

I am also bright shy scared happy fun inldter person . Brave and many more that is me . I am also a fighter I am a suriver in all my life . I am always have been that way. And always will .

Heaven

Heaven

The song for Romeo and Juliet

My song

Hope you like it

It’s also about everyone’s passed.

Let me begin

The day we fall in love is pure so we have to take every moment and remember our loved ones we share a tear or  too say good bye . But they ain’t really gone . They are always in us . We have to deeper . When we fall in love that is forever like Romeo and Juliet . We place our hands to our love ones . To remember them by placing our hands on our hart . We will never forget. Our love ones . The day they ain’t with us we have to be grateful for what they done . They will always be in our harts . Forever . When we look in to  our shoulder our passed won’t change unless we make it .  Unless we stand tougher and help . Each other out . We will will always be family . We have to say good bye to our passed and look on to the further .  And most of all be happy . And remember the loved ones . We all got dreams and goals to aim for . Be happy what ever you do . Now we are fully grown we still remember our loved ones what they done to us they will always be part of our lives . We also remember the bad times so we need to be tougher as one to help not fight . We are all here as one we are free we can do anything don’t think we can’t . We all love and care for each other . We take our hands and place it on our hart . We will never forget our old life we are all free what we all been though is amazing and we are here fighting and always fighting it is who we are we will never ever up. It doesn’t  matter who we are we stand by each other . It one day you all will fall in love like Rome and Juliet. They are meant to be tougher  forever and when you find love I will be happy for you. Because all of you deserve it. And find happiness  . Your loved ones will always be with you .

Jonathan Williams . When a man is more  what he been though .

This song is for all the people who lost someone and survived .

Moving on

Moving on

With a powerful message .

About the pass present  and the further .  My story

I had hit rock bottom that’s the pass I din’t speak to anyone now I speak to everyone . I came along way . from a dark parth to a healthy bright further . With friends for life . I am now a changed man can’t wait for the further .   I have moved on so much . I want to say thank you to everyone who stood by me and helped me in my life . Now I am I young man looking for love and my further . I am always on the go . I am thankful for everyone who help me even when I don’t want help . Now I will one day will say a big thank you to everyone I love and care . For . I have changed over the years am not the same person you meet I much happier and talker  . it’s down to everyone and me . I let go of my pass . And moved on . Happily  no knows needs to worry about me any more . I’ll be ok because I have fought it and I will keep on fighting till the end. Nothing and no one will stop me being happy finding my love. No one’s what is around the corner. We have live to  Max. Be a bit dangers . That everyone should  do Take riskes  in life be a dare dafle . We only live once . Have fun Enjoy life Always do what you want you want you want to do . I will stand my ground I won’t never get hurt again . I don’t know what to do. I will stand by you even I want to kill you .I will always love you the moment I found you I knew you were mine . Forever . Oh year . The moment I found you I came out fighting.  To the win when I am yours I know about it. It’s too soon to be mine . Every tear is pure when a tear drop full  Then we know it’s pure  love no one can stop it  we are meant to be tougher . I will reach out my hand to death to do us part .  No I swear yes I swear . I will do anything you know I will . When I see the light I I won’t let go the moment I see the light I see the parth . Of were to go . I walk to the further the moment I become a man . Ever moment I walk I become someone . And I  and everyone likes it . I am the person who stands up to him self everyday not laying down with a fight . Am a born fighter .  I have moved on happily now I am free .

Jonathan Williams .