All my life the moment I was born I knew I different not from my disability it is from finding me . I never knew who I was . Until this year . I never had friends in my life . They were fake all friends . Now I don’t need friends any more . Only a few friends I know they are really friends . Like my support very small amuot of friends . And my friend Elise from Tads and friends from living it up and family unied . Tads will always be in my hart same with all the soclica clubs . It is time for me this time . I need my happiness I am getting it . Bit by bit . I am growing in too a young man that everyone loves . My dreams had changed after I was Tads . I have changed with my dreams . This year is going to be my year so is the further . Really can’t wait . But I have to take everything slow . And it will happen then . It is a new start . And look on in the further now .

I always followed my family’s footstep I never knew who I was I was always in my fake life all my life . I understand me more and what I been though . In the past Now I am happy . I have fought every batte in my life . I am still alive I am so happy this the happiness I ever been I have know who I am . I am Jonathan the fighther . I am also the suviver . In all my past . I used think we need have friends to be happy . That inst the case any more . Friends move on Good ones stay When I came to trew it was really fun at the time they were my friends . Not any more . Only a few support and young people . I can call a friend now . The rest I don’t I care about them . And always will incling the ones that left . They change so have I so trew . Forever . The door has clooeds To athner door . I am now finding who I am . I have lost friends they went there own way and some died . It is time for me and further . It starts today . Finding me . And moveing on from past . And be happy again . It all comes with in . And a good network . That is what I have . Some pepole anit that lucky . They need to know who they are too. It will take them longer . Be kind to your self and everyone eles . They will be kind to you . When they need someone . It dosn’t take a minet out of your day to kind . They will do it back .

Jonathan Williams .

I am home I have found who I am at long last . The further is brigher and happy . I have a huge hart I will do anything for anyone . I have walked a millon times I have change a milloe times . Now know what parth I what to take . I am going to stick it . There isnt a person that hasn’t chage that much . Like me . If there is I would to meet them one day .

I have seen I grown in that time . It is so hurd so say good bye to things I love and always love . I have to move on