I enjoyed the walks with bro and Penny on hoilday ever evening when the sun gose down . And not not too hot to go walking . We talked . about a lot of things .

Jonathan Williams

Is a powerful thing we all have regrets some more than other’s . Somehow we move on from regrets . will hurt us everyday . Until we don’t have regrets .

Jonathan Williams .

Everyone had let go of there past . To build a further . I had let go of pepole and places they will always be in my hart . I let go of my old team . I let go of Alieesha and Ayo they will always be in my hart forever and ever .

I love her as a litte sis . and a best friend . I still do .

Jonathan W

While I was sleeping I had nightmare

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I heard a voice coming inside I was painting then . I heard them inside my flat making a drink and opening my door was my my abusers in my room . Followed by my school bully’s Of cousse I know it’s in my mind . And nobay was in my flat Was scary I have the same nightmare alll the time is there a reson ? Or something big is going to happen but what is the question Should I tell someone about my on going nightmare. . There’s other parts to this story as well . That is all joined up .

Jonathan Williams .

I have got a hart of gold I will do anything for anyone even saveing there lives . Not many pepole has a hart of gold its a rear thing to have . I more nice than my home they all belive I bad jokeing or not it hurts . Everyone knows I will do anything for my home I am not a monster everyone belives I am a nice young man . That has mental health . That is all . I will do anything.

Jonathan Williams .

Keep my thoughts to my self about support

Don’t follow support around .

Don’t lie .

Don’t sacred support

Don’t say life changing word When I was at school my wheelchair school we went on a trip was I said a word that changed everything . I then said use your legs . Move I said then I saw my old LSA from my other school my hart sank to the bottom of sea . I said sorry to her and son they both don’t I cou’t sttop think abut what I done . I sow her at vounteeing she gve me s hsge and said I forgive you . So dose my family I asked how he is then cryed passed away . In his sleep . I regret what I said You jonathan Your not a bad person you say silly things . That is daming I am his mother . I forgive you you need to forgive yourself . Was a silly thing was his time too too . I said for everything.

Jonathan Williams .

I am proud of bro saving early lady from floor and be with her . Until husband came.

Jonathan Williams .

On holiday we went on a long walk climb to some mountains and hills . Was pretty flowers steep going up and down . We enjoyed it .

Jonathan Williams .

Ackber my other bro I love forever and ever .

Roise I will love forever and ever

Chloe my best friend and family . is linked to Roise I love that family forever and ever .

Wendy Is my family  from Roise . I will always love that family . Was a big part of my life . And still is .

Bill and Margent I will always love for and ever .

Pam and family I will always love forever and ever .

My Bro in Law Dan menined he knows Roise’s Mum as well as my family .

I know Roise’s family the most .

Jonathan Williams .

Everyone knows a part of me they will never know me as me inside out like I know me . inside out . I keep a lot of my past hiden And never talk about . Again

Jonathan Williams