The Balloon Ride
This story is for male suicidal .
Not to scare any one but we the male need to talk . Or this will happen .
Hope you like it it got a powerful message.
There are a few friends that is going to a balloon ride for a big birthday . No one knew Ben has will take is own life . So When Ben is Finley went to the doctors they said Ben you deprieistion so I will send you to a canclcaer . Ben said ok he went a few months . On this his 30th all of his friends planed him to take him to a balloon ride with them . After the balloon ride Ben and everyone went to have a meal . tougher . At the vevy end of the day. As everyone went home with Ben To continue there night tougher . Everyone got him a cake and Ben blew it out they had fun they got watesed . They Sleet the night . And then Ben said good evening to everyone . it’s your birthday stay up ok . By morning Ben Inst seem anywhere all his friends stared look for him and the now got worried . They called his phone They called family . Then police turned up. And Grace answered the door yes office can I came in please I got bad oh no ok . Everyone hi we are so sorry to tell you this your friend Ben suiced him self . Are you sure yes . we found the body . They all went down in tears . And said can we see him not just yet but we will let you know soon . Thanks . I know it’s hard for you at this time . Were all hare for you all . When can we say good bye to him . Vevy soon . Thanks again
Saying good bye to an old friend
It’s the day of the funnel everyone came his friends came and wirten a speech . It say’s what Ben wanted was happinesses because he did mention to it we all say we will miss you everyday . And what Ben left behind we will always rember him that way . Never the fact Our Ben is no longer He is always there with us . Everyday . it’s now a part of him we also will leave behind . Ben is and always will be friends for life . It’s not a good I know you are waiting over us . Now happy at peach . We will be tougher soon .
End of part too.
The Grive starts
Years later everyone still has grive one by one they stated talking about him And Grace has an idea to write messages on balloons and sent them of . Ok write everything good and bad . That will work .
End of part 3 .
The lurch day
Everyone went to the cost with the balloons . And pured the ashes in and write there messages . And then tired them up . And then Let them go . Now Ben is in the sky happy again . Looking down on everyone . His friends and family waved good bye . Now he is in peach. Ben’s mum’s Jackie looked up at the sky and said I love my boy . There’s no place for now is rest . I will always come dome and look up your my boy . And I love so much I sorry I never helped you . Rest in peach my boy . Then Jackie cried her dad sow Jackie on the flow in tears . her dad came rushing over to give her daughter a hug . Jackie said I miss him . I know I miss too . We need to rember Ben everyday . Let go home . not yet there’s something I need to for Ben what is it can I help .Ok bring all his friends I got one of his wishes . Ok Hi Jackie what is your idea well it is one of Ben’s wishes For all us to go on trip to go to Paris and enjoy being tougher Ben has already booked you a hotel Ben wrote you all a message there is more exciting news when you go there . You can’t say no because Ben knows . Your plans . we should go . It look like Ben is there your right . Were going . Good that what Ben knew any way the plan is just for you no one else . What will you be doing Jackie taking my own break. Ok take someone please . to talk too . We all lost someone .
End of part 4.
Going to Paris .
They are in Paris rembering Ben there is a message says Adam a video let’s play it they they it And sow Ben Talking the first time since his death . Ben said if you in Paris watching my video it’s my last one as I did what I did . Now telling you my friends the hards part of my life is when my dad died then my mum . I felt week with out my dad and family . after a years I work then my store was on fire . I had screds . Then my ex that I always love was part of the fire . Then I become deprspssp all his friends are in tears . Now you happy . So happy . Why coun’t you talk to us . I like to keep it in .Then this will happen .
End of part 5 .
The Talk .
After the video they went to the beach to talk and rember him . And fishes of his list . The decided to help everyone by his video . And a million young men is saved from this . Now there talking more .
Jonathan Williams .
A powerful message.
It can happen to any one of us it happened to me . In this story it says we need to talk so please talk . I am the lucky one to be saved and get help . Most people can’t get help . This story means a lot to me . I am now fixed this story has an happy ending for me .

The 3 little Pigs
A re make to the story .
It’s about my siblings . And how they got there name pig .
Well this story is a fun one .
The day we were little my dad called us different names . Like sqied . Slim Pig . We got names . My one is pig . That is how the story of the little pigs stars . My dad is the best dad We all got him a mug that got 3 little pigs that he likes it Dad say’s that is us the pig family . That always have fun what matter what . Dad also called us rabbit . No cared because we were having fun . We are called the little pigs . with a big hart .
Jonathan Williams .

The Voice With In
Anther story about me
When I moved to my second home I had voices from my passed all my passed . I could see them in every where I go they not going until I then one day decided I have to move on from the passed . That is what I did vevy slowly with my support my pack fixed me . And over a few months we boned we then are friends now my voice have finely gone. I am back to normal . Without any voice’s I am Finley can say I am here I am not going anywhere . I took my own life more than once now I am happy and light . I can know see the further . I am me again over 25 26 years .
A strong message
We are only human .
To speak out . Like me
Then be free
No one can control any one.
That what happened to me.
It took months for or years for any one to get better like me .
Jonathan Williams .

Strength
Is powerful kind of thing we share is taken by a person we care about we love as friend or cupple We all are breve . We use our bravely
to go far in life . We never continue following the crowed . We all got strength build in when we are born . When someone walks all over any one . We just be you . And use the strength to grow again . Then you can feel everyone around just by love not hate .
Jonathan Williams .

Me and my Entrainer Story
Since the day I born I am a born entrainer I did loads of plays at school when I left I went college to do performing arts do dance I also went to Dance 4 all when I was at six form . I was hart broken when I left . To do more dancing I did when I moved then I left that too. I and my support din’t know where my dream will happen . So emailed a few one like us and one got back too me . And that changed me life . I wanted to live my support ‘s says you can but give it a change so I did I then stayed . They are now my family . That is what I what to do in the long further . To entrain everyone that is what I am born to do . And no one will say I can’t because I won’t listen . Being on stage saved me it’s my whole world .
Jonathan Williams .

My Happy Ending
I since birth am now a happy person again I have moved on in my life I so happy in my skin I have found me again I have finale closed the doors . I am now stronger mentally I am going to my therath I have made friends there . There is one young girl I really like I am taking it slow . friends friends then we see after . I am home I never could say that before . Now I can Finley I am me again . With less friends that don’t worry me I got my family that are my friends my best friends . I know we wind each other up . Just like my support . As I soon found out the hard way that same of the support left or leavening now I don’t get to acted . They take me out we build friendship . Then that is it . I don’t want to go down hill ever again . I got my support I like they are still part of my pack .
Jonathan Williams .

The Power of Love
Anther story about friendship and family that this story is about .
.The day I was born I never really have friends in my life I all ways forgive everyone who walked all over me . I am I very sort inspiring young man that is why every one walked all over for years . I do forgive everyone that hurt me .I have changed this few months is the thoughs I was saved by support . I hit rock bottom when I first moved . Then my support made a pack that fixed me and I fixed my suppurt our friendship grow . I want to say thank you to my support and my family that fixed me . Therese no words to say thank you I really couldn’t of done it my self. It means a lot The pack fixed me and I fixed them I am close to one called Abacker he with me decided to make a pack to help me be strong. And our friendship last a life time . I am always been a fighter since I was born . I not like any one else in the planet . I with my disbablty it’very rear and hard for me . I deal with it I have made friends at my therh I have made one close friend . They are my theath family . The young I girl Like. The pack always say we are so proud of you and how you dealing with life now . The pack saved me so did my family and and for that I am turlry grateful . For all everyone did for me . That makes my mind stronger and powerful . Now I can do anything I am a fighter .Always will be a fighter . Because the day I found different friends like Kit and Kat and lima and family they are my world . They don’t care if I went disabled or not . I am have found
my happy ending it’s just the begging . For me and my journey to change again . I am so grateful I am here alive I never said my this to my family and friends they mean everything to me and I was sown the light . To my further there’s no words I can’t express my love to everyone . I torch I am only human to fight . My journey I am home at last in many years . I have found me again . I was lost at one point now I have found me again . I have fallen in love with me again . I can’t wait for the further now . I am the most happy person ever . I am very magical because person I don’t have powers my powers in a big hart . And always smiling and laughing never make emeimes . Enjoy life to the max . Now I can say good bye at last and now I have moved on . Happily . I found me again over this time . I have returned now I not going any were . A part from living . Whatever my pack tort my will be passed down to new support . As now I am leader . All fixed and happy . I am the winner they are the losers . I let them in my life I do forgive them all .
My family has been though hell and back i am so grateful i am one of the few that did speak out . It changed my life and my family’s . I will keep on reaching my dreams to be on tv . That will make me happy . if everyone is happy then i am happy . I will never give up .
A quick message whatever life throw at any one but there is a way out . Always seek help . And be free . like a bird . I was in a very lonely dark place . For years i now understand what is in my mind all this time . Now i am well and i don’t what anyone or anything get in my head ever again Nothing will be same again . But the new things i also like . I got lodes of memories with family and and support .
Jonathan Williams .

Chapter 3 of being me
This year is a blast I am so happy now for what happened . I have found me again . I was once all alone now I am a true freighter that never giver up . I have made lodes of friends most of them are support . They all fixed me . And I am so grateful for everything they really are my friends and my support . They have changed me . I have changed am self too . everyone helped . They will always help . They will always be right in my hart . They all saved me . I am so grateful Thank you . Words can’t express how I really fell . As I am now 25 I I so lucky I have been around a half of the world . Most people can’t do it . So I am vevy lucky . Luck is always on my side . I have finely am in a therth . Reaching my dreaming s . I will be leaving in this supped livening for 2 years . I am so happy everyone notes a changes . I don’t need the pack any more . They will always be in my hart . I build more friendships in time . I am me again . They will always be my friends . And support .That saved me . From my dark passed . They will always be in my hart Now I over of what happened . That is now history . I am looking on with my dream now and be happy for now on . I am been around unhappy people that made lies . Now I am free . from them . Befor I carry on it needs to have start.
Wale I begin . When I was small I happy child filed with laughter and big goals in life . I then went to the Falklands with my family . I can’t rember it but they say it’s amazing I want to go back there . One day . Has it was home . For a while . Then we came to the England to make a new start . From there we all went to nursy and then school . We were so happy . We carried on triviling to other counties . When I got older I went to France with the school . For the day It was amazing . Been to the hooter and colder counters we seen. As family . I will always the counties I been too . And I rember . Going . I been to Cornwall twice . Once with my Family and other with Support I been to Norlk this year . With my Support . The resat is my family . The next big family holiday is nz . That could be my our last holiday as a family . I went to see Jess Gleean in Bedford park last year . And I sow Ed Sheeen this year . They are really good I sow my bother in lows brother . And His panther . That was a suppurs We talk a while then we do our thing after . I was vevy close to the stage . I could even touch him . I was sining along . to the the so songs . It was more populer then Jes . Now he won’t be performing any more after his too years . I really enjoyed my birthday . This year . I will be livening in supping for 2 year now . The the 26th of Sept . Starting now from the back why I supped livening it’s because 4 years . Ago at my old place I was abused . That is why I am happy now because I have move on from everything . I have forgiven all my passed . I have forgotten what they all done . I can now say I have moved on . With help from family friends Even my nibuaurs Bill and Margaret helped me as well . Last year My amazing Sister got married . To her her best friend and husband . As my best I am so that one sister is happy . That makes me happy . to know that my family are safe well. And Most of loved . Richard and Cassandra are my best friends . They always help me stick me . What matter what . I am looking forward to see Richard and Beth next year . I never had really friends I always had Richard and Cassandra has friends . This is better than last . Because just moved in and I din’t know any one . Now I do . I can say to anyone about my pass . They can’t do anything about it now . I have meat some amazing people in my time and I will still do . Like Betty Jonathan Wendy Sara Denies June Roy Ronger . And Andy And Many more . They helped me and my family one form and anther. I Like everyone been bulled I been bulled all my life . Now I am a storger person than before I was going to suide my self one time it got that bad . Now I am free. And happy I have done amazing things . In my time . And stupid . That makes us human . To know about our foults And start again . Those people will always be in my hart . I miss the old days . Now I getting elder . And wiser I still rember what happened in the pass . I still rember going to nursy for the first time . And meeting everyone there . I have changed over that time . I got smarter . I coped really well when we found out about my mum’s illness and mine . Now we are both ok . I am now a first aider . Because my first house mate ate juke he was a big boy he fanted . I raised the alarm . with out me he woundldt be here . And I saved some one live . From a fit . I jumped of my buck bed to see him and and help . At the time the teachers and everyone came rushing in They said what’s wrong you all sould be in be bed I was I said look oh no ok thanks they said . Now they put all there adianied to him They called the amluce . The next few day’s he was fighting for is life . Then we hard bad news . That he passed . And I was quickly to note’s . I went to the doctors because my foot was hurting . After my jump . It was to safe someone’se life . I was once gay and bi now I like girls more . I have finely found who I am . Now I want to have a friend that likes my family . And me . And don’t care about my pass my and disblity It’s who I am . Take it or leave it . I understand were people are coming . It’s down too good family’s . with good harts . That don’t muck us around . Of course I want some one in my life . But I don’t want to change all the time . So I wait and do what I do and take it from there . Take one at a time . As everyone says . I always love to perform and travail my big dream is too be on the big stage and see much more counties I like to dress up in wemans cloths . To expess who I am . But I now I know who I am . My friend and neabuie passed away before the move . I do miss her but she will know be in my hart . Like the rest . I have meat import people . In my time . Such as the Mayo of Bedford . And many more . I am so lucky to meet them . I am a actor that no hard of . And no will . I have done 2 tipeys of care . One with really ill disababed people and other is elder . When I was at college . Both of them I loved . At that time I was with my girl fiend . Annmie . Until she brock my hart . I forgave and my friend . Now are we just friends . Now it’s the further with me and family . Hopeful me see someone . In that time . All time will tell . For all. As a 25 year old I have been though altot good and bad . And it will countinte in the further . I am true freighter that never will give up . Whatever cames in my way I can face it . Bad or good . Now I have deal with alot of passing I can be brave when they go . But it will still hurts . as we all get older and wiser we will pass. I said alot of stupid things . In my time . That regret I was that age when I flurtrting with the LSA and dace teacher at college . I had lodes of secrets . That my family kept and friends . And I did the same for them .

Be the True self never be the fake self . That everyone else what’s .
Reach for your dreams .
Always be happy 50 % of the time
Jonathan Williams .
Be happy in your own skin .
Keep on fighting .
Always smile . Even if you don’t want to .
Trust the one’s you want .
The list goes on .
Have your emenis close and friends friends closer .
I do miss the old me and my pack I do wonder and hope I will see my pack and everyone in my pass .
I am now a strong person than before .
Let’s hope the long further is good too.
Time is too sort . We need to take it with both hands . We leave our friends to make new friends in life . But our friends we know will always be in our harts .
The pet’s we had are in our harts same with all the family that is’t here no more .
Is now the Williams and the Locks now .
And Burny . The family has grown over the years and it will grow again .
I am true gent
That is hosted.
And Tustwouly
Most of all a fun guy to be with .
The list goes on .
I am a song writer I used to be in a band . I perform . Since I was small . I still love being on the stage . It’s who I am . It’s home .
Jonathan Williams .

My Promise
As I grown my 25 years . I have made friends for life . While I am 25 . I dint have the power friendship . Before Because I was too week . I tried to get friends . There are some that stick around . I had a girlfriend while I was at college . She was my everything I forgave her and my friend for being tougher . I was going to ask her to marry . She meat everything to me . I am now happy than ever I have found love again and friendship With all of that in mind I will get marred . I had grate 25 years . I have done a lot . In my time . I am now found my calling the stage . Again . Were I belong . It’s were I belong . I will fight every day to get ever I want . I am my jokes are wirterty and really calver I and my jokes and my senice of houmer should be a comdaon . Being on the Stage . Making everyone laugh . That I want to do in long further . And being on t.v That’s my gale in life .
Jonathan Williams . Whenever you need me i will always be there .

Me

and my love with my best friend .

I will tell you a story about true friendship.
Hope you like it .
I was living at my parents house for 23 years .Mum rang up some people to take me out . And only one did Clara took me out we booded . Then every everying she took me back . Mum had an illness then . And I wastn’t cooping . So they had to let me go . To anther home . I didn’t like it I hate it . I hate my house mate . Then I moved to anther one it’s the same street . I hate then really wanted to move out . Sadly I was a victom of abuse . I singed my life away to get out I was so happy and tearury too . Now it will finely stop . It took moths for me to be me again . With help from the pack . Family and now friends . I am now really free and happy again . Thanks to listening . And being there and most of all keeping the promise . There my best friend I will do anything for anyone . I don’t want any one feel like I like I felt . Before . That’s my promise . To everyone . Everyone helped me to become the man I always wanted and friend . I had a good and bad pass . And the Pack helped me by talking about the past and with out them I will still be the same person . Now I am free . I got big plans for the rest of the year . I had a really good summer . Last year and This year . I made friends for life . Last year I met a really good family we clickied sright away . There brother pass away . I made I promise I will always be there for them . As we both lost someone . I lost my best friend and brother . They lost him as a brother . And a best friend . Too. I really him and the family . I lost so many people in my 25 years . And also my first year livening in my second home . The support I like and help me in my dark pass . They will always be in my hart . I know all support one day will move on . To do what they want to do in life . Then they bring new support . I have came stronger again by finale letting go of my passed and accepted my pass and accepted the new me . With help from my pack and family . Then after Friends when I am better . The pack became friends . They fell in love with me and they helped in how can they . It shows I was am breve and strong to be here . I have fought every day every moment so fishes them . Now I am the most happy person . I can’t do it alone with I have fought every day to be happy again . I will do anything to be happy . Again . That is why I am going back to the stage were I belong . I am at back stage . At a tearth Then hopeful one day I can perform . Again As long as I work hard . And have my keep dreams alive