The Voice With In
Anther story about me
When I moved to my second home I had voices from my passed all my passed . I could see them in every where I go they not going until I then one day decided I have to move on from the passed . That is what I did vevy slowly with my support my pack fixed me . And over a few months we boned we then are friends now my voice have finely gone. I am back to normal . Without any voice’s I am Finley can say I am here I am not going anywhere . I took my own life more than once now I am happy and light . I can know see the further . I am me again over 25 26 years .
A strong message
We are only human .
To speak out . Like me
Then be free
No one can control any one.
That what happened to me.
It took months for or years for any one to get better like me .
Jonathan Williams .
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Strength
Strength
Is powerful kind of thing we share is taken by a person we care about we love as friend or cupple We all are breve . We use our bravely
to go far in life . We never continue following the crowed . We all got strength build in when we are born . When someone walks all over any one . We just be you . And use the strength to grow again . Then you can feel everyone around just by love not hate .
Jonathan Williams .
Me and my Entrainer Story
Me and my Entrainer Story
Since the day I born I am a born entrainer I did loads of plays at school when I left I went college to do performing arts do dance I also went to Dance 4 all when I was at six form . I was hart broken when I left . To do more dancing I did when I moved then I left that too. I and my support din’t know where my dream will happen . So emailed a few one like us and one got back too me . And that changed me life . I wanted to live my support ‘s says you can but give it a change so I did I then stayed . They are now my family . That is what I what to do in the long further . To entrain everyone that is what I am born to do . And no one will say I can’t because I won’t listen . Being on stage saved me it’s my whole world .
Jonathan Williams .
My Happy Ending
My Happy Ending
I since birth am now a happy person again I have moved on in my life I so happy in my skin I have found me again I have finale closed the doors . I am now stronger mentally I am going to my therath I have made friends there . There is one young girl I really like I am taking it slow . friends friends then we see after . I am home I never could say that before . Now I can Finley I am me again . With less friends that don’t worry me I got my family that are my friends my best friends . I know we wind each other up . Just like my support . As I soon found out the hard way that same of the support left or leavening now I don’t get to acted . They take me out we build friendship . Then that is it . I don’t want to go down hill ever again . I got my support I like they are still part of my pack .
Jonathan Williams .
The Power of Love
The Power of Love
Anther story about friendship and family that this story is about .
.The day I was born I never really have friends in my life I all ways forgive everyone who walked all over me . I am I very sort inspiring young man that is why every one walked all over for years . I do forgive everyone that hurt me .I have changed this few months is the thoughs I was saved by support . I hit rock bottom when I first moved . Then my support made a pack that fixed me and I fixed my suppurt our friendship grow . I want to say thank you to my support and my family that fixed me . Therese no words to say thank you I really couldn’t of done it my self. It means a lot The pack fixed me and I fixed them I am close to one called Abacker he with me decided to make a pack to help me be strong. And our friendship last a life time . I am always been a fighter since I was born . I not like any one else in the planet . I with my disbablty it’very rear and hard for me . I deal with it I have made friends at my therh I have made one close friend . They are my theath family . The young I girl Like. The pack always say we are so proud of you and how you dealing with life now . The pack saved me so did my family and and for that I am turlry grateful . For all everyone did for me . That makes my mind stronger and powerful . Now I can do anything I am a fighter .Always will be a fighter . Because the day I found different friends like Kit and Kat and lima and family they are my world . They don’t care if I went disabled or not . I am have found
my happy ending it’s just the begging . For me and my journey to change again . I am so grateful I am here alive I never said my this to my family and friends they mean everything to me and I was sown the light . To my further there’s no words I can’t express my love to everyone . I torch I am only human to fight . My journey I am home at last in many years . I have found me again . I was lost at one point now I have found me again . I have fallen in love with me again . I can’t wait for the further now . I am the most happy person ever . I am very magical because person I don’t have powers my powers in a big hart . And always smiling and laughing never make emeimes . Enjoy life to the max . Now I can say good bye at last and now I have moved on . Happily . I found me again over this time . I have returned now I not going any were . A part from living . Whatever my pack tort my will be passed down to new support . As now I am leader . All fixed and happy . I am the winner they are the losers . I let them in my life I do forgive them all .
My family has been though hell and back i am so grateful i am one of the few that did speak out . It changed my life and my family’s . I will keep on reaching my dreams to be on tv . That will make me happy . if everyone is happy then i am happy . I will never give up .
A quick message whatever life throw at any one but there is a way out . Always seek help . And be free . like a bird . I was in a very lonely dark place . For years i now understand what is in my mind all this time . Now i am well and i don’t what anyone or anything get in my head ever again Nothing will be same again . But the new things i also like . I got lodes of memories with family and and support .
Jonathan Williams .
Chapter 3 of being me
Chapter 3 of being me
This year is a blast I am so happy now for what happened . I have found me again . I was once all alone now I am a true freighter that never giver up . I have made lodes of friends most of them are support . They all fixed me . And I am so grateful for everything they really are my friends and my support . They have changed me . I have changed am self too . everyone helped . They will always help . They will always be right in my hart . They all saved me . I am so grateful Thank you . Words can’t express how I really fell . As I am now 25 I I so lucky I have been around a half of the world . Most people can’t do it . So I am vevy lucky . Luck is always on my side . I have finely am in a therth . Reaching my dreaming s . I will be leaving in this supped livening for 2 years . I am so happy everyone notes a changes . I don’t need the pack any more . They will always be in my hart . I build more friendships in time . I am me again . They will always be my friends . And support .That saved me . From my dark passed . They will always be in my hart Now I over of what happened . That is now history . I am looking on with my dream now and be happy for now on . I am been around unhappy people that made lies . Now I am free . from them . Befor I carry on it needs to have start.
Wale I begin . When I was small I happy child filed with laughter and big goals in life . I then went to the Falklands with my family . I can’t rember it but they say it’s amazing I want to go back there . One day . Has it was home . For a while . Then we came to the England to make a new start . From there we all went to nursy and then school . We were so happy . We carried on triviling to other counties . When I got older I went to France with the school . For the day It was amazing . Been to the hooter and colder counters we seen. As family . I will always the counties I been too . And I rember . Going . I been to Cornwall twice . Once with my Family and other with Support I been to Norlk this year . With my Support . The resat is my family . The next big family holiday is nz . That could be my our last holiday as a family . I went to see Jess Gleean in Bedford park last year . And I sow Ed Sheeen this year . They are really good I sow my bother in lows brother . And His panther . That was a suppurs We talk a while then we do our thing after . I was vevy close to the stage . I could even touch him . I was sining along . to the the so songs . It was more populer then Jes . Now he won’t be performing any more after his too years . I really enjoyed my birthday . This year . I will be livening in supping for 2 year now . The the 26th of Sept . Starting now from the back why I supped livening it’s because 4 years . Ago at my old place I was abused . That is why I am happy now because I have move on from everything . I have forgiven all my passed . I have forgotten what they all done . I can now say I have moved on . With help from family friends Even my nibuaurs Bill and Margaret helped me as well . Last year My amazing Sister got married . To her her best friend and husband . As my best I am so that one sister is happy . That makes me happy . to know that my family are safe well. And Most of loved . Richard and Cassandra are my best friends . They always help me stick me . What matter what . I am looking forward to see Richard and Beth next year . I never had really friends I always had Richard and Cassandra has friends . This is better than last . Because just moved in and I din’t know any one . Now I do . I can say to anyone about my pass . They can’t do anything about it now . I have meat some amazing people in my time and I will still do . Like Betty Jonathan Wendy Sara Denies June Roy Ronger . And Andy And Many more . They helped me and my family one form and anther. I Like everyone been bulled I been bulled all my life . Now I am a storger person than before I was going to suide my self one time it got that bad . Now I am free. And happy I have done amazing things . In my time . And stupid . That makes us human . To know about our foults And start again . Those people will always be in my hart . I miss the old days . Now I getting elder . And wiser I still rember what happened in the pass . I still rember going to nursy for the first time . And meeting everyone there . I have changed over that time . I got smarter . I coped really well when we found out about my mum’s illness and mine . Now we are both ok . I am now a first aider . Because my first house mate ate juke he was a big boy he fanted . I raised the alarm . with out me he woundldt be here . And I saved some one live . From a fit . I jumped of my buck bed to see him and and help . At the time the teachers and everyone came rushing in They said what’s wrong you all sould be in be bed I was I said look oh no ok thanks they said . Now they put all there adianied to him They called the amluce . The next few day’s he was fighting for is life . Then we hard bad news . That he passed . And I was quickly to note’s . I went to the doctors because my foot was hurting . After my jump . It was to safe someone’se life . I was once gay and bi now I like girls more . I have finely found who I am . Now I want to have a friend that likes my family . And me . And don’t care about my pass my and disblity It’s who I am . Take it or leave it . I understand were people are coming . It’s down too good family’s . with good harts . That don’t muck us around . Of course I want some one in my life . But I don’t want to change all the time . So I wait and do what I do and take it from there . Take one at a time . As everyone says . I always love to perform and travail my big dream is too be on the big stage and see much more counties I like to dress up in wemans cloths . To expess who I am . But I now I know who I am . My friend and neabuie passed away before the move . I do miss her but she will know be in my hart . Like the rest . I have meat import people . In my time . Such as the Mayo of Bedford . And many more . I am so lucky to meet them . I am a actor that no hard of . And no will . I have done 2 tipeys of care . One with really ill disababed people and other is elder . When I was at college . Both of them I loved . At that time I was with my girl fiend . Annmie . Until she brock my hart . I forgave and my friend . Now are we just friends . Now it’s the further with me and family . Hopeful me see someone . In that time . All time will tell . For all. As a 25 year old I have been though altot good and bad . And it will countinte in the further . I am true freighter that never will give up . Whatever cames in my way I can face it . Bad or good . Now I have deal with alot of passing I can be brave when they go . But it will still hurts . as we all get older and wiser we will pass. I said alot of stupid things . In my time . That regret I was that age when I flurtrting with the LSA and dace teacher at college . I had lodes of secrets . That my family kept and friends . And I did the same for them .
Be the True self never be the fake self . That everyone else what’s .
Reach for your dreams .
Always be happy 50 % of the time
Jonathan Williams .
Be happy in your own skin .
Keep on fighting .
Always smile . Even if you don’t want to .
Trust the one’s you want .
The list goes on .
Have your emenis close and friends friends closer .
I do miss the old me and my pack I do wonder and hope I will see my pack and everyone in my pass .
I am now a strong person than before .
Let’s hope the long further is good too.
Time is too sort . We need to take it with both hands . We leave our friends to make new friends in life . But our friends we know will always be in our harts .
The pet’s we had are in our harts same with all the family that is’t here no more .
Is now the Williams and the Locks now .
And Burny . The family has grown over the years and it will grow again .
I am true gent
That is hosted.
And Tustwouly
Most of all a fun guy to be with .
The list goes on .
I am a song writer I used to be in a band . I perform . Since I was small . I still love being on the stage . It’s who I am . It’s home .
Jonathan Williams .
My Promise
My Promise
As I grown my 25 years . I have made friends for life . While I am 25 . I dint have the power friendship . Before Because I was too week . I tried to get friends . There are some that stick around . I had a girlfriend while I was at college . She was my everything I forgave her and my friend for being tougher . I was going to ask her to marry . She meat everything to me . I am now happy than ever I have found love again and friendship With all of that in mind I will get marred . I had grate 25 years . I have done a lot . In my time . I am now found my calling the stage . Again . Were I belong . It’s were I belong . I will fight every day to get ever I want . I am my jokes are wirterty and really calver I and my jokes and my senice of houmer should be a comdaon . Being on the Stage . Making everyone laugh . That I want to do in long further . And being on t.v That’s my gale in life .
Jonathan Williams . Whenever you need me i will always be there .
I will tell you a story about true friendship. Hope you like it .
Me
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and my love with my best friend .
I will tell you a story about true friendship.
Hope you like it .
I was living at my parents house for 23 years .Mum rang up some people to take me out . And only one did Clara took me out we booded . Then every everying she took me back . Mum had an illness then . And I wastn’t cooping . So they had to let me go . To anther home . I didn’t like it I hate it . I hate my house mate . Then I moved to anther one it’s the same street . I hate then really wanted to move out . Sadly I was a victom of abuse . I singed my life away to get out I was so happy and tearury too . Now it will finely stop . It took moths for me to be me again . With help from the pack . Family and now friends . I am now really free and happy again . Thanks to listening . And being there and most of all keeping the promise . There my best friend I will do anything for anyone . I don’t want any one feel like I like I felt . Before . That’s my promise . To everyone . Everyone helped me to become the man I always wanted and friend . I had a good and bad pass . And the Pack helped me by talking about the past and with out them I will still be the same person . Now I am free . I got big plans for the rest of the year . I had a really good summer . Last year and This year . I made friends for life . Last year I met a really good family we clickied sright away . There brother pass away . I made I promise I will always be there for them . As we both lost someone . I lost my best friend and brother . They lost him as a brother . And a best friend . Too. I really him and the family . I lost so many people in my 25 years . And also my first year livening in my second home . The support I like and help me in my dark pass . They will always be in my hart . I know all support one day will move on . To do what they want to do in life . Then they bring new support . I have came stronger again by finale letting go of my passed and accepted my pass and accepted the new me . With help from my pack and family . Then after Friends when I am better . The pack became friends . They fell in love with me and they helped in how can they . It shows I was am breve and strong to be here . I have fought every day every moment so fishes them . Now I am the most happy person . I can’t do it alone with I have fought every day to be happy again . I will do anything to be happy . Again . That is why I am going back to the stage were I belong . I am at back stage . At a tearth Then hopeful one day I can perform . Again As long as I work hard . And have my keep dreams alive
My Whole Story .
My Whole story .
My name is Jonathan Williams
I have got a rear condston as a disability
I got a loving family that dose anything for anyone . I have been travailng sine I was little . And I don’t stop . I have been to lots of different school’s I went to college as well. And I have found my first college girlfriend . Then I left college to do anther course part time . I got all my studs . I used to live in my first home for a while until I had to move again . To a better home . It took me time to be me again . I went on holiday with too support to cornwal that was my first holiday with them we met some good people that became our friends . This year I went to Norfolk with the same support . I liked it more than last year . I made some more friends . We went to the beach were a sibling asked to get married . Now I am coming to be 25 this year I am happy of were I am now in life . As I lived a quarter of a century soon I am really happy with it all . And the things I have done and going to do . I have fought all my life and I never stop fighting . I been seen and done amazing things in my 24 25 years . And it won’t stop . After my friends passing and after my abuse story I not the same person I am stronger . All what happened made me a stronger person . A more fun person . I have finely see the light . Everything changed for a reason . For me to be a man young geltman witch loves to perform . My dream goal is to be on stage . With millions . That is what I love to do to . And that makes feel me again . Dreams comes true if we work hard . All I ever want to do is make people believe in them self s . With a smile . Gose a long way . I am now happy being single for now . I have lodes of secrets from me and friends and family . I love them all. Everyone looks up at me they know I can go far . And I have . With help . but it was it down to me using my mind and never giving up . I will stop giving up . I have made friends for life the one’s an’t with me no me I still think about them . They all made me the person I am . I have fallown I am now now free . Like a bird . Getting ready to leave the nest again . But not just yet . I be came a hero . and a good friend . I saved some live the elder in the care home I made close friends with them when the elder passed away I was the most hart broken that was the time when mum had her illness I always that day because I passed all of exams I that exited I was going to tell mum and dad I never did . But they found out . I made a friend .I hit rock bottom when I was abused . My life changed . For Ever . I moved out to my first house . And I now live by my self . In flats . I like it better I am free . I used to be very deprsrspsrast and un happy then one day I meat a young man that chance my life . He made me a promise he will fix me and be there for me . He was my first support . I had a rough time setting down . But Ackber never gave up . He made a pack . With me And slowly he they help me . Now my pack is gone . Not gone for good . They will always be in my hart . They changed me in to a better person . I still see him . as I know reach 25 I have done alto since school . I made different types of friends . Now I am getting older I don’t need as much friends . I had . I am now taking other friends out that never been out . I am a shower . And a teller . To tell about the things I go too . With other friends . Now I show everyone I a life . Of living . I keep my friends if there good and trustful . We as humans live friends and make new ones . I am the most happy person . And the most trustfuwouly person . I may done more things than anyone . That donse’t mean I am more clever . I work hard and then plan for my further . I am vevery private . I share things with the people I trust and we build a friendship . I do the my best in what anything troughs at me . I am I fighter . that never gives up . I always make everyone happy . I have a smile witch is a sun set . That never goes down . I am always happy . Now I have found finely me . Over 25 years . I have been in the really dark now now I am all better . That shows I am I a fighter .Many people would just top them self s . I wanted to show everyone the dark me and the happy . now I am fighting for my further . I am so lucky I got friends and family . That can help . And want to help . As well .
Something has changed in me I am more understanding in everything . That happened . Now I don’t ever speak about it . My further is in my hands . Some day I will be a performer . I am now flying high . To get my dream and be what I what .
Jonathan Williams.
Friends and Changes
Friends and changes
This story has got a powerful message
About me and my 24 years . Of being no one Now I found me again .
In this story I am going back in time tell you the start . Of my journey .
When I was at nursery I made friends easily I left nursery to went to big school . Witch I rember the time I am a hero . I saved my friends life from battle being a vickien from over dose . I stopped it now he is my best friend . He saved me too. So I promised him I will always bee there for him . I take his hand and I’ll be there . His like my family I will do anything for him and his family and anyone . I place them all in I have battled all odes too get here . Today . I made a stand too everyone I will always bee there think and thin . Take my hand and I’ll be ok I know because you are me the younger vouson as boy I can’t inmange life without you . Whatever I been too I will always rember the day I am here standing tall . As a man I have felt every inmon . To be come you I fell vevy fast now I got back on track . I all need is love and enjoy life . I for the first time I see the further . I have handed back my pass . I don’t want to go back down. I want to go up and be happy with a smile . I do need friends to talk to . And have fun with Like any one else I like to help anyone if they need help . I still help . That’s me . I want never let that go . I will stand by everyone as they stand by me we all got a pass . I want let anyone hurt you take my hand and you be safe . I stand by you In the good days and dark . I will I stand by you . I am you as a little boy growing up too fast . And wish he was like his sibins they love you even you are disabled or not . You are always a fighter . The boy is me is always wounding why me ? But I have one of the best life and a really good understanding family . I can do pretty much anything my passion is and always is performing making everyone happy I am a forgiver not a hater . For me we all help each other out . That’s how it should be . I over my 24 25 years I have adavched a lot . I love wonderful weird places and things to go. I am so hungry to be what I always wanted to be an actor . In film . And tv . That’s my aim I keep on pushing my self I am now grown in too a geltman I will came back I will always say good bye to everyone I have a everyone smile . Again One of my teaches always say to me my smile is like a sun set . That makes everyone else smile . I have been vevy lucky in my life I have told my story this is anther visors of my story . I am the most instpring kind with my story . I am the back to normal I am happy again . I can live again . I can be me again . It took while . But now I am there . Now I can’t wait for the further . This time I will hold it tight and never let go . I changed have forever I more grown up . With fun . Now it’s time for me to become what I want I have wanted all my life to be a performer . That will happen if I work hard . We only live once . And we all got dreams and goals to aim for . That is mine . To someday is inported to me . To make people laugh cry .Is also inport to me . It’s always been inport to me when I finely this year will be the first year of freedom . I am now home . I have loved laugh every miniet I have got a hart of gold I would do anything for anyone . I will always be loved by all of you . The word of love comes and goes . I will always rember the time when I first talked to say be the person . The next stage of my is to adauioson for Britain got talent . And tell my story . In the near further . I got a good feeling about the further . Now I have let go of my pass .
Now I’ll add something about this .
The pass is the further no one can change the pass we can change the further . Promise me you will talk . you don’t want to like me so please talk . It will change you .
Jonathan Williams.