Jonathan came face to to old Jonathan and further Jonathan. Further Jonathan needs to plan his further . And Burry the past . Jonathan further is talking to old Jonathan I can choose my fate . My further . Will all begin . And one Jonathan will one away .
Jonathan Williams

I used to vevy happy laughing all the time .at being silly .That who I was until I moved in a monster home . Then everything changed . In me . I became vevy ill. When I lived there . I got beaten up Wiped by cloth . Then hunged . Burned me . Abused me and Raped me . I was scared They got left of from the police . And many more evil thins they did to me. My life then changed forever . Same with my family . And everyone around me . I will never forgive them and forget what happened . Nor is family and everyone that knows .
I won’r never be ok but I have adapted what happened to me . I don’t feel nothing no pain only anger . I used to give everyone a hug and trust everyone . Now I hug only who want I trust vevy litte now . I used to smile more .Now all is gone . I only smile and trust less . Now they are my scares . There for life .There’s always happens my happy ending vevy will come soon I can feel it in my bones .I used to be boncey up and down now I don’t care . I am now thinking it’s me my life . If anyone destory’s my life now . I am ready to fight . Like I will fight to get well . I am the fighter . From birth now it’s a different fight .to get rid my monsters I can use my fight to get right of monsters

Jonathan Williams

Many Years a go Jonathan lived in his first home Jonathan knew starge away when Jonathan visted the home . Will bad news so did my parents. But I moved in to a monster home . Were the staff there abused me and raped me . Spoke to the poilce about my abuse . I never spoke about my rape . The poilce couln’t chat them . So the poilce needed to let them ok . It had destroyed me now I don’t care . They can drop dead . Now it’s time . For new jonny is comeing vevy soon . Since I was abused and rape story .Line as I have fought my harders I am now a strong person I used to a huger I hug everyone now have to carful even if I know for year’s . Only my family can hug me . And too support’s . too 3 friends .
They are only people that can hug me . Any one eles is a no . Never getting abused and raped ever again . If I see any of my loved ones getting abuse and raped I know what to do now . Or if anyone in my further has had the same past as me I know what too do . I will stop them . getting abused and raped . I will be much stronger . To deal with it . I don’t feel nothing no pain all I feel is anger .
Everything has changed .

I am Kind
Brave
Amazing
A huge hart .
Supper Man
Santan Claus
The fighter .
A family Man
Loved by many .
Doing my best
Stronger than I believe .
Caring
Living my bet life .
I am great .
I am Fabulous .
I am unique .
I am capable over coming . Hard Times . In past . And having a further .
Doing anything for anyone .
I won’t never give up .
I will never stop caring it’s who I am
Like to prove to everyone how far I come and how will came in the further
I am very demeaned
I am a performer
I am a dancer
I am a an Actor
I am an author
I make people laugh
I am silly
I am a big kid .
I challenge myself .
I make friends easy .
I am a good listen
I am bi
I am friendly
I have got a loving smile .
I am bright
I am Happy
I am easy going .
I am a forgiver not a hater
I am lover not a not a hater .
I am an animal lover
I don’t lie any more .
I take one day at a time now .
I have got mental health .
I am fun
I am funny .
I have got axity
I love being me .
Jonathan Williams

My mind is happy and content with a lot of monster’s I want my monster’s to go away . And stay away . And be locked up for ever . I can be happy again . I can start to forgive the past and move on from my past . I can see the light I need help to get there . I am ok am always ok I am a fighter I have been though worse . I can fight will my love and strength to win I know I will . I won’t back down . I will say good bye to my past and move on towards my future And have a parter . Everyone say’s that they going to please I have decide to be happy and look for my further .
Jonathan Williams .

All my past everyone helped me some helped more .
Like my parents my whole family
3 friends and 3 support I like .
Bill and Margaret.

Dateing
having a parter .
No more mental health
Being Happy .
Planning my further .
Be free from past and go to the further .
Jonathan Williams .

Ever Since my abuse stared I have monster’s . In me now forever . And I see them everyday . I moved out of home my monster’s came with me . And though my life. Now it’s time to bin them and lock them away forever . And I will fell happier . And my mind will be happy And settled . Ready for the next chapter. To begin . And everyone will be happy . I have finely moved on . I want the old me back . With out any dark past . Now it’s time for a bright further Once and for all .
Jonathan Williams .

My regrates ist’s speaking to poilce sooner .
Speaking to whole family .
Speaking to old treow
did’t say yes to school prom dance .
Would of stoped mysels now if was still dateing Kim
Regret to moveing in too Macintyre
Regret tuned down volunteering
Regents performing I missed out on
regrates on holiday’s and trip’s I missed out .
Regrates upsetting and arguments with family and support and manger’s .
Regrates for not joing cubs and sting to it .
Regrates not stoping emails sooner .
Regrates for making no friends .sooner .
Regrates . On gong on the worng parth .
Regrates on having fake friends .
And a lot regrates I have . Now it’s a further .
Jonathan Williams

The moment I was born I have promised myself with all my past . Now mental health has creped in . With now my vevy dark past I have got really bad mental health .
All my family now got mental health . Now from dealing with my past .
It’s hurts everyone
The moment I was abused I was scared not any more . I am
Even it hurts me .
My life changed forever
My life changed for my whole family . As well . Now I am getting help .
Jonathan Williams .