The Balloon Ride
This story is for male suicidal .
Not to scare any one but we the male need to talk . Or this will happen .
Hope you like it it got a powerful message.
There are a few friends that is going to a balloon ride for a big birthday . No one knew Ben has will take is own life . So When Ben is Finley went to the doctors they said Ben you deprieistion so I will send you to a canclcaer . Ben said ok he went a few months . On this his 30th all of his friends planed him to take him to a balloon ride with them . After the balloon ride Ben and everyone went to have a meal . tougher . At the vevy end of the day. As everyone went home with Ben To continue there night tougher . Everyone got him a cake and Ben blew it out they had fun they got watesed . They Sleet the night . And then Ben said good evening to everyone . it’s your birthday stay up ok . By morning Ben Inst seem anywhere all his friends stared look for him and the now got worried . They called his phone They called family . Then police turned up. And Grace answered the door yes office can I came in please I got bad oh no ok . Everyone hi we are so sorry to tell you this your friend Ben suiced him self . Are you sure yes . we found the body . They all went down in tears . And said can we see him not just yet but we will let you know soon . Thanks . I know it’s hard for you at this time . Were all hare for you all . When can we say good bye to him . Vevy soon . Thanks again
Saying good bye to an old friend
It’s the day of the funnel everyone came his friends came and wirten a speech . It say’s what Ben wanted was happinesses because he did mention to it we all say we will miss you everyday . And what Ben left behind we will always rember him that way . Never the fact Our Ben is no longer He is always there with us . Everyday . it’s now a part of him we also will leave behind . Ben is and always will be friends for life . It’s not a good I know you are waiting over us . Now happy at peach . We will be tougher soon .
End of part too.
The Grive starts
Years later everyone still has grive one by one they stated talking about him And Grace has an idea to write messages on balloons and sent them of . Ok write everything good and bad . That will work .
End of part 3 .
The lurch day
Everyone went to the cost with the balloons . And pured the ashes in and write there messages . And then tired them up . And then Let them go . Now Ben is in the sky happy again . Looking down on everyone . His friends and family waved good bye . Now he is in peach. Ben’s mum’s Jackie looked up at the sky and said I love my boy . There’s no place for now is rest . I will always come dome and look up your my boy . And I love so much I sorry I never helped you . Rest in peach my boy . Then Jackie cried her dad sow Jackie on the flow in tears . her dad came rushing over to give her daughter a hug . Jackie said I miss him . I know I miss too . We need to rember Ben everyday . Let go home . not yet there’s something I need to for Ben what is it can I help .Ok bring all his friends I got one of his wishes . Ok Hi Jackie what is your idea well it is one of Ben’s wishes For all us to go on trip to go to Paris and enjoy being tougher Ben has already booked you a hotel Ben wrote you all a message there is more exciting news when you go there . You can’t say no because Ben knows . Your plans . we should go . It look like Ben is there your right . Were going . Good that what Ben knew any way the plan is just for you no one else . What will you be doing Jackie taking my own break. Ok take someone please . to talk too . We all lost someone .
End of part 4.
Going to Paris .
They are in Paris rembering Ben there is a message says Adam a video let’s play it they they it And sow Ben Talking the first time since his death . Ben said if you in Paris watching my video it’s my last one as I did what I did . Now telling you my friends the hards part of my life is when my dad died then my mum . I felt week with out my dad and family . after a years I work then my store was on fire . I had screds . Then my ex that I always love was part of the fire . Then I become deprspssp all his friends are in tears . Now you happy . So happy . Why coun’t you talk to us . I like to keep it in .Then this will happen .
End of part 5 .
The Talk .
After the video they went to the beach to talk and rember him . And fishes of his list . The decided to help everyone by his video . And a million young men is saved from this . Now there talking more .
Jonathan Williams .
A powerful message.
It can happen to any one of us it happened to me . In this story it says we need to talk so please talk . I am the lucky one to be saved and get help . Most people can’t get help . This story means a lot to me . I am now fixed this story has an happy ending for me .

The 3 little Pigs
A re make to the story .
It’s about my siblings . And how they got there name pig .
Well this story is a fun one .
The day we were little my dad called us different names . Like sqied . Slim Pig . We got names . My one is pig . That is how the story of the little pigs stars . My dad is the best dad We all got him a mug that got 3 little pigs that he likes it Dad say’s that is us the pig family . That always have fun what matter what . Dad also called us rabbit . No cared because we were having fun . We are called the little pigs . with a big hart .
Jonathan Williams .

The Voice With In
Anther story about me
When I moved to my second home I had voices from my passed all my passed . I could see them in every where I go they not going until I then one day decided I have to move on from the passed . That is what I did vevy slowly with my support my pack fixed me . And over a few months we boned we then are friends now my voice have finely gone. I am back to normal . Without any voice’s I am Finley can say I am here I am not going anywhere . I took my own life more than once now I am happy and light . I can know see the further . I am me again over 25 26 years .
A strong message
We are only human .
To speak out . Like me
Then be free
No one can control any one.
That what happened to me.
It took months for or years for any one to get better like me .
Jonathan Williams .

Strength
Is powerful kind of thing we share is taken by a person we care about we love as friend or cupple We all are breve . We use our bravely
to go far in life . We never continue following the crowed . We all got strength build in when we are born . When someone walks all over any one . We just be you . And use the strength to grow again . Then you can feel everyone around just by love not hate .
Jonathan Williams .

Me and my Entrainer Story
Since the day I born I am a born entrainer I did loads of plays at school when I left I went college to do performing arts do dance I also went to Dance 4 all when I was at six form . I was hart broken when I left . To do more dancing I did when I moved then I left that too. I and my support din’t know where my dream will happen . So emailed a few one like us and one got back too me . And that changed me life . I wanted to live my support ‘s says you can but give it a change so I did I then stayed . They are now my family . That is what I what to do in the long further . To entrain everyone that is what I am born to do . And no one will say I can’t because I won’t listen . Being on stage saved me it’s my whole world .
Jonathan Williams .

My Happy Ending
I since birth am now a happy person again I have moved on in my life I so happy in my skin I have found me again I have finale closed the doors . I am now stronger mentally I am going to my therath I have made friends there . There is one young girl I really like I am taking it slow . friends friends then we see after . I am home I never could say that before . Now I can Finley I am me again . With less friends that don’t worry me I got my family that are my friends my best friends . I know we wind each other up . Just like my support . As I soon found out the hard way that same of the support left or leavening now I don’t get to acted . They take me out we build friendship . Then that is it . I don’t want to go down hill ever again . I got my support I like they are still part of my pack .
Jonathan Williams .

The Power of Love
Anther story about friendship and family that this story is about .
.The day I was born I never really have friends in my life I all ways forgive everyone who walked all over me . I am I very sort inspiring young man that is why every one walked all over for years . I do forgive everyone that hurt me .I have changed this few months is the thoughs I was saved by support . I hit rock bottom when I first moved . Then my support made a pack that fixed me and I fixed my suppurt our friendship grow . I want to say thank you to my support and my family that fixed me . Therese no words to say thank you I really couldn’t of done it my self. It means a lot The pack fixed me and I fixed them I am close to one called Abacker he with me decided to make a pack to help me be strong. And our friendship last a life time . I am always been a fighter since I was born . I not like any one else in the planet . I with my disbablty it’very rear and hard for me . I deal with it I have made friends at my therh I have made one close friend . They are my theath family . The young I girl Like. The pack always say we are so proud of you and how you dealing with life now . The pack saved me so did my family and and for that I am turlry grateful . For all everyone did for me . That makes my mind stronger and powerful . Now I can do anything I am a fighter .Always will be a fighter . Because the day I found different friends like Kit and Kat and lima and family they are my world . They don’t care if I went disabled or not . I am have found
my happy ending it’s just the begging . For me and my journey to change again . I am so grateful I am here alive I never said my this to my family and friends they mean everything to me and I was sown the light . To my further there’s no words I can’t express my love to everyone . I torch I am only human to fight . My journey I am home at last in many years . I have found me again . I was lost at one point now I have found me again . I have fallen in love with me again . I can’t wait for the further now . I am the most happy person ever . I am very magical because person I don’t have powers my powers in a big hart . And always smiling and laughing never make emeimes . Enjoy life to the max . Now I can say good bye at last and now I have moved on . Happily . I found me again over this time . I have returned now I not going any were . A part from living . Whatever my pack tort my will be passed down to new support . As now I am leader . All fixed and happy . I am the winner they are the losers . I let them in my life I do forgive them all .
My family has been though hell and back i am so grateful i am one of the few that did speak out . It changed my life and my family’s . I will keep on reaching my dreams to be on tv . That will make me happy . if everyone is happy then i am happy . I will never give up .
A quick message whatever life throw at any one but there is a way out . Always seek help . And be free . like a bird . I was in a very lonely dark place . For years i now understand what is in my mind all this time . Now i am well and i don’t what anyone or anything get in my head ever again Nothing will be same again . But the new things i also like . I got lodes of memories with family and and support .
Jonathan Williams .

The family survival story

It all started when

I went to my first home with a vevy violent and astuos guy we never clicked then liked some of the support in the same day my mum had cancer I thought was going to lose her then this week dad say’s she don’t have caner   and I then went next door to move in my new house mate is a none talker and he needed more care so I was left in the dark . Getting abused I really never told anyone only my best friend . And Luke said you really need to tell your family they can’t do this . Any more I said I will then I moved away from them I thought I am now it is just the being . For all the family I have survived my trumamom so has my family . I am a survivor I am a fighter . That never gives up . I have found me again Family is import to all . I will do anything for my family . They are my world And I am there’s .

Jonathan Williams .

The Story of me

I want to start of from my dark past

I was at a first supported livening were I live with a vevy violet and austist young man . I then went to next door to live . And I then was put with a none talker my support has to be with him . They one day abused me . I never told my family at first . I lived there until my move I was a priser . I then moved I then was so happy but my past was still with me . I then decided to speak to one of my first ever support he is always there . Ackber  made me a promise to fix me so Ackber decided to with my passimion Ackber went to talk to to other support   . They all decided to make a pack for Jonathan to see how Jonathan is . Over the next  few months the pack is formed   . And they all helped Now at last I have a happy ending  . I have always kept on fighting and still do . I have finale let go of my passed and I have forgave them . Just to for me happier than ever before I want to say thank you to my family and my support and old . For never giving up I miss my old support  my pack . Now I am ok and always be ok . They all believed in me even when I din’t . They all changed my life and I have changed there’s Now I am the winner they are losers . That will be in prison at some point . I am free I am happy I have made it . Now I don’t need to see my therapy. Any more . I have now made friends at my theatre and I like someone there. My support and old and family knows who it is they all said take it slow . Then maybe something might happen . Everyone I told is happy for me . They said that will be our last ever thing the pack will do . They are all hopping it will be an happy ending . They all said we so prude of you now deailg with everything  that life though at you . You are the best thing we seen so thank you . I said I am jut being me that is what everyone has fallonwn  in love you . You got stories and scares . We the pack will always be here for you . When you want us . We are’nt never gone . You did that happy ending . We given you friendship that will last for ever . Your smile brights up everthing Always be happy now you did the hard work . Now you can have a chilled life . We never could inmgam I would be me again .  . Over 25 26 years. I am so glad we met I want our friendship to last .

Jonathan Williams .

While I am in lock down my new list are

Talk to family more

Not about my problems any more

Do something .

Plan my day in the morning.

Continue with quiz’s  while everyone is at home . And they can .

Go out for walk .

Talk to friends .

Be pasion

Talk to Andy if need be . Don’t have him all the time .

Let go from my passed . And move on .

Enjoy the new life . Enjoy be with family your real friends .

Always  keep on fighting .

Every day . And have a smile . Though this all .

Stay strong .

Love all my family they are my best friends I never had best friends . A few I have has friends not as a best friend . I don’t want to be breaken  again I am a fighter . I am not a vitcom any more . I hope this helps .

Jonathan Williams .