My Diry and Advice . Of what I been though . my 25 26 years .
First thing be your self
Second don’t listinen to anyone . Follow your hart your dreams .
Always talk friends family colleges never be alone . Or never fell you are . That was me one time I know what I am saying . It’s takes a second not even that to talk . So please talk Thanks .
Jonathan Williams .
A Perfect Toy for Christmas
Fliled with happies and Saddiess .
A romantic story .
About a family . And a one toy penguin . Called Wigglgo Woo .
So let me begin .
This 10 year old girl is a fighter. And This her story .
Paige is a net ball girl . She plays all the time . Paige had a match then all the sundun she fanded. Holding her chest . Paige says it hurts . Pleases . Everyone came over . and then her parents came over too . With help . Everyone is worried . Paige is taken to hospital . All the doctors came and helped . They don’t know what is wrong just yet . They need to do more teats. On her . There is a nice knock at the door witch was Santer with his wife and elves . Came with a green bag . Filed with losted of presents for everyone . At the hospital. Incuilcing all tipeys of staff . And there family’s . Then Santer left . with a big smile. Paige on Christmas Day got a toy penguin Paige called it wiggle Woo . A big one and a small one . Paige said thank you . Mum and dad said your welcome Now Wilggle Woo is my best friend . Right Mum yes your right . Want’s wont’s wrong am happy your happy . That is the most import thing in our lives . Your also my best friend mum and dad . Your ours too . Can I go to sleep now mum and dad . Of course. My sweetie . And kissed her . Good Night
End of part one .
A Friendly Face .
A young family a son that got cancer . Young Edward is fighting it . Edward feel in love with a amazing young Beatuful girl Paige . They become friends and then Lovers. Too. Paige knows she is dieing . So dose Edward . They don’t want to tell there family’s .
The Angel
Wiggle Woo say’s not to give up . You can beat this . Then the doctors came in and gave the family good news . Paige is awake What was wrong with her . Nothing but she wasan’t moving . Paige was in a comer . Now she is awake . What about Edward Who ? Her friend her mind was playing it there is no Edward . Are you sure . We were talking too. I am sure . All of you were in a trance . Who are you ? That I can’t tell sorry . are you a doctor am at a hospital yes you were . And not a doctor you can say a Christmas helper . That’s brings . Joy Your Santer anti you . Yes . What is your wish? Paige To give my pretests away to the Holmes .And give pretests to the rest of the world . From me . Are you sure . Yes . ok And give my family parents . Will do .
Christmas Day
On Christmas Day Everyone had pretests there is one specpice one for Paige . Opened it slowly it is a necklace that shows her mum and brother Paige lost . your dad gave her anther gift . it’s Wiggloo woo . It seems like he never lifted .
End of part 2 .
Paige’s further and passed comes at once .
Paige don’snt know who she is . There is a video and a red hat . Paige played it . And It was me when I was little she said sitting you someone . And That someone wants any one . Look careful . What do you see . ? Dad who is dad or who are you ? I am the daughter of Santer . Rally yes your joking no ? No I am no am not . Your my daughter . You need to take over the family buisusy . Why it’s time for you to be Santer . Everything I tout you up to now don’t believe. Believe this magic is everywhere you just need believe . I will take you home . were Lapland of course your mum and the rest of the family will be happy too see you . Home You will be driving now . What The rain deads . I never it you will get used to . I did . Know wear the red hat . To become the new Santa .
End of part 3.
The New Santa
Santa drove back and is now welcomed her as Santa the one old Santa and wife are pleased for the further. Now both of them can rest . The new Santa has it all .
End Of part 4.
Welcome Home
Everyone knew you are going to be the new Santer . Our home land knew . Your home . Now it’s time to peeper for chirstmas As your Santer you need to tell us what to do . Like warping up praestens . And give your orders .
End of part 5 .
Christmas Day
Everyone is fast a sleep . A part from Santer . He will deliver everyone’s pestons before they wake up . The next morning all the kids in the world work up . There stared to unwaipe the presties a young girl Amy was given a penguin called wiggle wiloo . It is the same gift as Santer . Amy discovered there sisters . And the Santer Paige came to see her sister . Amy gave Paige a biggest hug . Ever . So what am I . Santer too. One day . Yes . I can’t stay here . There’s ear’s I have to go when can I see you again Hold Wiigg Woo . And count I be there . Promise . Promise Be safe Amy I’ll be watching over you and everyone . Like all the Santers in our lives has gone . Am the next one to take the family odiders . Bye little sis see soon .
End Of part 6 .
Jonathan Williams .
Going Back to History
This year I am going back in time where I first a small kid . It makes me happy and sad letting them go once and for all . I was a child that had my friends stick by me what matter what . I do miss the old day’s . Were I was with my friends mucking around being kids . And being friends . Whatever hit us in the further . Then we are ready . All of us . we left school and we din’t speak . We then we to college I was happy to see them again every lunch break we hanged around . We got close . Until My ex cheated on me with my best friend . I am a man so I forgave them both but I will never forgive get just yet .They But I’ll try . Over time . Now I am happy because I have changed since my abuse . And everything that happened . I am me again . With my heath and my friends and family with me . And that what family’s are . My friends are my family . That makes me stoger dealing what happened . And moving on . I miss the old days with my friends . I am now in love again . Since college . She don’snt know I feel this way abut her . Elise goes to my thearth . I will tell her in my own time . I just want to get know her And my cast . I am Finley home from everything that happened 25 years . Good and bad . I have grown in too a get I din’t know my own streeth I dint crumble . I keep on fighting to to end . I got rid of all the pain . Looking at me now I am not the same person when I when abused . I more fun . Living live now . There is one girl for now . I do miss my friends and my pack that fixed me . I don’t know if I can carry on any more . My pack and I fixed each other . I really miss my pack . That looked after me by talking . And Listing . I know in supted living the staff lives . It’s hard for me and other people who have them . It’s more hard for me because they are my friends and my pack . That fixed me . They will always be in my hart . And I am tutelary grateful for what they done . They really have fixed me . But I do miss them every day . It’s not the same any more . I trust vevy little now . The one thing I will always have is my selve believe That is what is what keeping me alive . And not going down . I have made promises . To my me and my pack . That I will find my self again and I have . With there help . And my other promise is keep on smiling make everyone happy . That I do . Those too . For now . I will do anything for my pack . There my little family . That helped me when I was ill . And they all fixed me . So did I want to say thank you . To all of them . My smile is the best gift . That is what they say . Because my smile is like a sun been. I was at bottom of the table now I high up . I and my pack fixed me I am turlty grateful for all they done . My thanks is going to be inviting them to my panto . So excited about it . I won’t be in the panto I will be back stage . I made friends for for life .during I am going down low again . I wish I wastn’t victim of abuse . I want my revenge I can’t be tottle happy with everything that went on . I say good bye to my pack one by one . They leave . As a friend to them since day one we met . We clicked. And then the pack is formed . Forever . They wont be support works any more . When the leave they be friends . It stared already. Our friendship . Now it’s time for me to let me them go like I let half of the other friends go . They will always be in my hart . They fixed me I am turlry grateful for all they done . Now I have to say good bye to them all . but my pack will stand when I need them or they need me . We be there for there other . It’s never the ending it’s the being . I will meet again with them . it’s time for me to walk away . I can’t be happy without my pack . They are part of my life for ever . I will never let them go not rally . I will always be there in there hart . Till they find me again . or I find them . When everyone I love I fought for are leaving . For a better life ever time I say good bye . I have to rember they are doing it for them they will say good bye to us . I have found my self for 25 years . Of what I have been though . I am a fighter . That never gives up . I one day need to find a new pack a new family . That they want me there . And I and want them . I have let go of my pack . They one’s I have I will keep . Close to my hart like all of them . When I go leave I become the best person . That I can . In my whole life I am I always I good person . With a big hart . That’s me . My biggigt wish to at Wembley Stemue one day . To perform To go travelling . I never thought I would carry on . But I did I have fought ever battle . Ever illness . I can Finley say I am me though that . Everything I been Though . I say thank you to everyone . Who helped me to get a better life . To be the man I want I want to be . Everything has changed . around me I am losing myself . Again This time there’s no coming back . I how many times I need chanling it won’t never change . Because I have found what I am looking for . All my life . I now really want to be a performer . Of some kind . T.v Stage or both . That is were I belong I have found me again. Over 25 years .
Jonathan Williams .
Home Part 2 of the Ape and Human Story
Years passed Oliver is now a fully grown Ape he loves being out doors Oliver got a family Oliver dost’ t worry about Jim his his happy his out living again . Like an Ape . As promised Jim did go back to see Oliver dons’t need him anymore . Oliver got a prueatvie over his family and is making sure Jim dons’t come back . Oliver looked at at him and said am ok I don’t need you anymore . Oliver hugged Jim and said I will always love you . Jim said your right I need to let go . Oliver hugged Jim and kissed him and Jim went slowly take care my son .Jim went Oliver decided to hug Jim for the finale time . Jim is driveing of in tears Oliver Jumped though the tree tree . And opened the door and warped his arms though Jim Oliver touched his face and cleaned Jim is loosing a friend for life . Jim understands . This will be the last time . Oliver took Jim’s Hand to show him this new born . And whole family . Jim is over welemed . Oliver Placed his boy Sam in his humans arms . Oliver said I don’t want you to go I want you to be part of my children’s life you sure . Yes well am speechless I really don’t know want to say . But I will do it. You mean it . Yes Oliver So welcome to the family . Thank you . You can come any time I am your adapted son . I best be of see you see soon . Love you Oliver love you too dad have you wanted a human child yes what happened we had lost one . Oh am Oliver never feel bad you are our son what people you are ours . Thanks you . That’s lot .We are so glad you came in to our lives . You changed it . for ever . And thank you . You mean yes you are our son of what people say . Thank you .
Finley chapter next year .
Hope you like so far .
Chapter 3 of being me
This year is a blast I am so happy now for what happened . I have found me again . I was once all alone now I am a true freighter that never giver up . I have made lodes of friends most of them are support . They all fixed me . And I am so grateful for everything they really are my friends and my support . They have changed me . I have changed am self too . everyone helped . They will always help . They will always be right in my hart . They all saved me . I am so grateful Thank you . Words can’t express how I really fell . As I am now 25 I I so lucky I have been around a half of the world . Most people can’t do it . So I am vevy lucky . Luck is always on my side . I have finely am in a therth . Reaching my dreaming s . I will be leaving in this supped livening for 2 years . I am so happy everyone notes a changes . I don’t need the pack any more . They will always be in my hart . I build more friendships in time . I am me again . They will always be my friends . And support .That saved me . From my dark passed . They will always be in my hart Now I over of what happened . That is now history . I am looking on with my dream now and be happy for now on . I am been around unhappy people that made lies . Now I am free . from them . Befor I carry on it needs to have start.
Wale I begin . When I was small I happy child filed with laughter and big goals in life . I then went to the Falklands with my family . I can’t rember it but they say it’s amazing I want to go back there . One day . Has it was home . For a while . Then we came to the England to make a new start . From there we all went to nursy and then school . We were so happy . We carried on triviling to other counties . When I got older I went to France with the school . For the day It was amazing . Been to the hooter and colder counters we seen. As family . I will always the counties I been too . And I rember . Going . I been to Cornwall twice . Once with my Family and other with Support I been to Norlk this year . With my Support . The resat is my family . The next big family holiday is nz . That could be my our last holiday as a family . I went to see Jess Gleean in Bedford park last year . And I sow Ed Sheeen this year . They are really good I sow my bother in lows brother . And His panther . That was a suppurs We talk a while then we do our thing after . I was vevy close to the stage . I could even touch him . I was sining along . to the the so songs . It was more populer then Jes . Now he won’t be performing any more after his too years . I really enjoyed my birthday . This year . I will be livening in supping for 2 year now . The the 26th of Sept . Starting now from the back why I supped livening it’s because 4 years . Ago at my old place I was abused . That is why I am happy now because I have move on from everything . I have forgiven all my passed . I have forgotten what they all done . I can now say I have moved on . With help from family friends Even my nibuaurs Bill and Margaret helped me as well . Last year My amazing Sister got married . To her her best friend and husband . As my best I am so that one sister is happy . That makes me happy . to know that my family are safe well. And Most of loved . Richard and Cassandra are my best friends . They always help me stick me . What matter what . I am looking forward to see Richard and Beth next year . I never had really friends I always had Richard and Cassandra has friends . This is better than last . Because just moved in and I din’t know any one . Now I do . I can say to anyone about my pass . They can’t do anything about it now . I have meat some amazing people in my time and I will still do . Like Betty Jonathan Wendy Sara Denies June Roy Ronger . And Andy And Many more . They helped me and my family one form and anther. I Like everyone been bulled I been bulled all my life . Now I am a storger person than before I was going to suide my self one time it got that bad . Now I am free. And happy I have done amazing things . In my time . And stupid . That makes us human . To know about our foults And start again . Those people will always be in my hart . I miss the old days . Now I getting elder . And wiser I still rember what happened in the pass . I still rember going to nursy for the first time . And meeting everyone there . I have changed over that time . I got smarter . I coped really well when we found out about my mum’s illness and mine . Now we are both ok . I am now a first aider . Because my first house mate ate juke he was a big boy he fanted . I raised the alarm . with out me he woundldt be here . And I saved some one live . From a fit . I jumped of my buck bed to see him and and help . At the time the teachers and everyone came rushing in They said what’s wrong you all sould be in be bed I was I said look oh no ok thanks they said . Now they put all there adianied to him They called the amluce . The next few day’s he was fighting for is life . Then we hard bad news . That he passed . And I was quickly to note’s . I went to the doctors because my foot was hurting . After my jump . It was to safe someone’se life . I was once gay and bi now I like girls more . I have finely found who I am . Now I want to have a friend that likes my family . And me . And don’t care about my pass my and disblity It’s who I am . Take it or leave it . I understand were people are coming . It’s down too good family’s . with good harts . That don’t muck us around . Of course I want some one in my life . But I don’t want to change all the time . So I wait and do what I do and take it from there . Take one at a time . As everyone says . I always love to perform and travail my big dream is too be on the big stage and see much more counties I like to dress up in wemans cloths . To expess who I am . But I now I know who I am . My friend and neabuie passed away before the move . I do miss her but she will know be in my hart . Like the rest . I have meat import people . In my time . Such as the Mayo of Bedford . And many more . I am so lucky to meet them . I am a actor that no hard of . And no will . I have done 2 tipeys of care . One with really ill disababed people and other is elder . When I was at college . Both of them I loved . At that time I was with my girl fiend . Annmie . Until she brock my hart . I forgave and my friend . Now are we just friends . Now it’s the further with me and family . Hopeful me see someone . In that time . All time will tell . For all. As a 25 year old I have been though altot good and bad . And it will countinte in the further . I am true freighter that never will give up . Whatever cames in my way I can face it . Bad or good . Now I have deal with alot of passing I can be brave when they go . But it will still hurts . as we all get older and wiser we will pass. I said alot of stupid things . In my time . That regret I was that age when I flurtrting with the LSA and dace teacher at college . I had lodes of secrets . That my family kept and friends . And I did the same for them .
Be the True self never be the fake self . That everyone else what’s .
Reach for your dreams .
Always be happy 50 % of the time
Jonathan Williams .
Be happy in your own skin .
Keep on fighting .
Always smile . Even if you don’t want to .
Trust the one’s you want .
The list goes on .
Have your emenis close and friends friends closer .
I do miss the old me and my pack I do wonder and hope I will see my pack and everyone in my pass .
I am now a strong person than before .
Let’s hope the long further is good too.
Time is too sort . We need to take it with both hands . We leave our friends to make new friends in life . But our friends we know will always be in our harts .
The pet’s we had are in our harts same with all the family that is’t here no more .
Is now the Williams and the Locks now .
And Burny . The family has grown over the years and it will grow again .
I am true gent
That is hosted.
And Tustwouly
Most of all a fun guy to be with .
The list goes on .
I am a song writer I used to be in a band . I perform . Since I was small . I still love being on the stage . It’s who I am . It’s home .
Jonathan Williams .
My Promise
As I grown my 25 years . I have made friends for life . While I am 25 . I dint have the power friendship . Before Because I was too week . I tried to get friends . There are some that stick around . I had a girlfriend while I was at college . She was my everything I forgave her and my friend for being tougher . I was going to ask her to marry . She meat everything to me . I am now happy than ever I have found love again and friendship With all of that in mind I will get marred . I had grate 25 years . I have done a lot . In my time . I am now found my calling the stage . Again . Were I belong . It’s were I belong . I will fight every day to get ever I want . I am my jokes are wirterty and really calver I and my jokes and my senice of houmer should be a comdaon . Being on the Stage . Making everyone laugh . That I want to do in long further . And being on t.v That’s my gale in life .
Jonathan Williams . Whenever you need me i will always be there .
Me
I will tell you a story about true friendship.
Hope you like it .
I was living at my parents house for 23 years .Mum rang up some people to take me out . And only one did Clara took me out we booded . Then every everying she took me back . Mum had an illness then . And I wastn’t cooping . So they had to let me go . To anther home . I didn’t like it I hate it . I hate my house mate . Then I moved to anther one it’s the same street . I hate then really wanted to move out . Sadly I was a victom of abuse . I singed my life away to get out I was so happy and tearury too . Now it will finely stop . It took moths for me to be me again . With help from the pack . Family and now friends . I am now really free and happy again . Thanks to listening . And being there and most of all keeping the promise . There my best friend I will do anything for anyone . I don’t want any one feel like I like I felt . Before . That’s my promise . To everyone . Everyone helped me to become the man I always wanted and friend . I had a good and bad pass . And the Pack helped me by talking about the past and with out them I will still be the same person . Now I am free . I got big plans for the rest of the year . I had a really good summer . Last year and This year . I made friends for life . Last year I met a really good family we clickied sright away . There brother pass away . I made I promise I will always be there for them . As we both lost someone . I lost my best friend and brother . They lost him as a brother . And a best friend . Too. I really him and the family . I lost so many people in my 25 years . And also my first year livening in my second home . The support I like and help me in my dark pass . They will always be in my hart . I know all support one day will move on . To do what they want to do in life . Then they bring new support . I have came stronger again by finale letting go of my passed and accepted my pass and accepted the new me . With help from my pack and family . Then after Friends when I am better . The pack became friends . They fell in love with me and they helped in how can they . It shows I was am breve and strong to be here . I have fought every day every moment so fishes them . Now I am the most happy person . I can’t do it alone with I have fought every day to be happy again . I will do anything to be happy . Again . That is why I am going back to the stage were I belong . I am at back stage . At a tearth Then hopeful one day I can perform . Again As long as I work hard . And have my keep dreams alive
My Whole story .
My name is Jonathan Williams
I have got a rear condston as a disability
I got a loving family that dose anything for anyone . I have been travailng sine I was little . And I don’t stop . I have been to lots of different school’s I went to college as well. And I have found my first college girlfriend . Then I left college to do anther course part time . I got all my studs . I used to live in my first home for a while until I had to move again . To a better home . It took me time to be me again . I went on holiday with too support to cornwal that was my first holiday with them we met some good people that became our friends . This year I went to Norfolk with the same support . I liked it more than last year . I made some more friends . We went to the beach were a sibling asked to get married . Now I am coming to be 25 this year I am happy of were I am now in life . As I lived a quarter of a century soon I am really happy with it all . And the things I have done and going to do . I have fought all my life and I never stop fighting . I been seen and done amazing things in my 24 25 years . And it won’t stop . After my friends passing and after my abuse story I not the same person I am stronger . All what happened made me a stronger person . A more fun person . I have finely see the light . Everything changed for a reason . For me to be a man young geltman witch loves to perform . My dream goal is to be on stage . With millions . That is what I love to do to . And that makes feel me again . Dreams comes true if we work hard . All I ever want to do is make people believe in them self s . With a smile . Gose a long way . I am now happy being single for now . I have lodes of secrets from me and friends and family . I love them all. Everyone looks up at me they know I can go far . And I have . With help . but it was it down to me using my mind and never giving up . I will stop giving up . I have made friends for life the one’s an’t with me no me I still think about them . They all made me the person I am . I have fallown I am now now free . Like a bird . Getting ready to leave the nest again . But not just yet . I be came a hero . and a good friend . I saved some live the elder in the care home I made close friends with them when the elder passed away I was the most hart broken that was the time when mum had her illness I always that day because I passed all of exams I that exited I was going to tell mum and dad I never did . But they found out . I made a friend .I hit rock bottom when I was abused . My life changed . For Ever . I moved out to my first house . And I now live by my self . In flats . I like it better I am free . I used to be very deprsrspsrast and un happy then one day I meat a young man that chance my life . He made me a promise he will fix me and be there for me . He was my first support . I had a rough time setting down . But Ackber never gave up . He made a pack . With me And slowly he they help me . Now my pack is gone . Not gone for good . They will always be in my hart . They changed me in to a better person . I still see him . as I know reach 25 I have done alto since school . I made different types of friends . Now I am getting older I don’t need as much friends . I had . I am now taking other friends out that never been out . I am a shower . And a teller . To tell about the things I go too . With other friends . Now I show everyone I a life . Of living . I keep my friends if there good and trustful . We as humans live friends and make new ones . I am the most happy person . And the most trustfuwouly person . I may done more things than anyone . That donse’t mean I am more clever . I work hard and then plan for my further . I am vevery private . I share things with the people I trust and we build a friendship . I do the my best in what anything troughs at me . I am I fighter . that never gives up . I always make everyone happy . I have a smile witch is a sun set . That never goes down . I am always happy . Now I have found finely me . Over 25 years . I have been in the really dark now now I am all better . That shows I am I a fighter .Many people would just top them self s . I wanted to show everyone the dark me and the happy . now I am fighting for my further . I am so lucky I got friends and family . That can help . And want to help . As well .
Something has changed in me I am more understanding in everything . That happened . Now I don’t ever speak about it . My further is in my hands . Some day I will be a performer . I am now flying high . To get my dream and be what I what .
Jonathan Williams.
Friends and changes
This story has got a powerful message
About me and my 24 years . Of being no one Now I found me again .
In this story I am going back in time tell you the start . Of my journey .
When I was at nursery I made friends easily I left nursery to went to big school . Witch I rember the time I am a hero . I saved my friends life from battle being a vickien from over dose . I stopped it now he is my best friend . He saved me too. So I promised him I will always bee there for him . I take his hand and I’ll be there . His like my family I will do anything for him and his family and anyone . I place them all in I have battled all odes too get here . Today . I made a stand too everyone I will always bee there think and thin . Take my hand and I’ll be ok I know because you are me the younger vouson as boy I can’t inmange life without you . Whatever I been too I will always rember the day I am here standing tall . As a man I have felt every inmon . To be come you I fell vevy fast now I got back on track . I all need is love and enjoy life . I for the first time I see the further . I have handed back my pass . I don’t want to go back down. I want to go up and be happy with a smile . I do need friends to talk to . And have fun with Like any one else I like to help anyone if they need help . I still help . That’s me . I want never let that go . I will stand by everyone as they stand by me we all got a pass . I want let anyone hurt you take my hand and you be safe . I stand by you In the good days and dark . I will I stand by you . I am you as a little boy growing up too fast . And wish he was like his sibins they love you even you are disabled or not . You are always a fighter . The boy is me is always wounding why me ? But I have one of the best life and a really good understanding family . I can do pretty much anything my passion is and always is performing making everyone happy I am a forgiver not a hater . For me we all help each other out . That’s how it should be . I over my 24 25 years I have adavched a lot . I love wonderful weird places and things to go. I am so hungry to be what I always wanted to be an actor . In film . And tv . That’s my aim I keep on pushing my self I am now grown in too a geltman I will came back I will always say good bye to everyone I have a everyone smile . Again One of my teaches always say to me my smile is like a sun set . That makes everyone else smile . I have been vevy lucky in my life I have told my story this is anther visors of my story . I am the most instpring kind with my story . I am the back to normal I am happy again . I can live again . I can be me again . It took while . But now I am there . Now I can’t wait for the further . This time I will hold it tight and never let go . I changed have forever I more grown up . With fun . Now it’s time for me to become what I want I have wanted all my life to be a performer . That will happen if I work hard . We only live once . And we all got dreams and goals to aim for . That is mine . To someday is inported to me . To make people laugh cry .Is also inport to me . It’s always been inport to me when I finely this year will be the first year of freedom . I am now home . I have loved laugh every miniet I have got a hart of gold I would do anything for anyone . I will always be loved by all of you . The word of love comes and goes . I will always rember the time when I first talked to say be the person . The next stage of my is to adauioson for Britain got talent . And tell my story . In the near further . I got a good feeling about the further . Now I have let go of my pass .
Now I’ll add something about this .
The pass is the further no one can change the pass we can change the further . Promise me you will talk . you don’t want to like me so please talk . It will change you .
Jonathan Williams.
Me and my story .
I am Jonathan I have got a very rear condoston I live with my condonon all my life . I can handle it better .
I am lucky to have a loving family that knows me . Inside out . There my best friends . I wouldn’t be here here with out them . Them are always and and and always there for me like I am there for them . I have fought all my love I have been though alto. Now I am facing the further . I still and always love performing. Friends live friends . Friends can have a laugh too . Then can no more friends . I relied when I got older friends are the one’s we spend the most time with . I am now wiser than my most of friends . I live in supported livering. To help me in prove with every day things . My aim in life is to leave supported living . And find me with a person . I am more clever than the most . I and the family have been though a lot . We always come out fighting . I will be a quoter of a cencter this year . I got big plans not just for my birthday . All year . I am better now I am helping others now . I got there at last . I have won everything that came my way . I will keep on winning . I am the loser any more I am happy again I won every change I have let go . I have be become the boy to the man to the geltman I was at my sisters wedding that changed me as a person . For me to love her and beside her I had to let her and my bro go . I am far stronger person . Over the years . Everything and everyone change . Over time I have got a what one has is Luck . With out it I will be a mess . I always bring my self to tougher . After some bad things . No one is perfect I know choose my friend careful We can’t choose our family . I forgive everyone that harts me I will keep on forgiveing even if you really harts me . I will always stand by you all . In my eyes I am still a boy and always will be . That boy that everyone loves . With his smile . is just like a sunset . It brightness everyone’s day . I am always happy . But I am most happy on stage . I love making everyone happy . I am very caring I will do anything for anyone . I help anyone if they need help . I have moved to my second place I dint know I would last but I made a pack that pack is slowly going . I made friends witch are support . They really changed they gave me my life back and a home I am turtle grateful for the family has done . I may not think I do I really do I am changed . For the better I say good bye to my bro and sis has there going travelling . We will meet again . I will miss them not only they talk to me they are around about my age . I will do anything for them . If I could click my fingers and have a wound they’ll bee off. I just want them to be happy . Like they want me to be happy . They helped me enegou now it’s time for them . I have avdched alto since I was small . I always like having my friends over . I realised they weren’t my really friends . I had plantey of girl’s friends and some boy friends . Now I am a lady’s man with a bi . I still want someone in my life . I am still looking . My new person I like it would be easer and better if the person likes what I like. When I find the one I don’t want to keep on looking . I want to move on . I need to get out there . And have fun again . Really fun . Not just with my support and family . I need to be with people my own age . Then by doing that my shyness will go . And I can talk and chat up a someone . That is what I what . I said good bye to me and a new me came more happier it’s the Jonathan but this one is more norty he got a really norty mind . But everyone loves him . His smile is the same . When someday has a bad day and lookes at me they smile too. With laughter. They say my smile is like a sunset . Never goes down . It’s always happy . My friend from school called me Mr Happy Boy . That is always happy . I called him Mr Hamster . I miss those day’s . I had lodes of friends at that time . I still do. But know I don’t see them I would love too . Maybe one day . I had lodes of nick names . Everyone know call me Jonny . I with everything in my life I am a fighter . That never gives up . I share a tear when my loved oves goes . Or something happens in my pass . That I rember . I am now better with a strong mind and I know my further . I am more happy than ever now . I have changed for ever . Insed me is still a boy growing up . Like us all . I with help from my family and support and friends I now better then ever . I a survive in all my 24 25 years . I survived my abused now I am a fighter that never giver up . I never wanted to talk about what happed now I do . It will always be here in my mind . I don’t think I am a hero . Any more . My life has changed for ever . After my abuse . Now I free again . I am happy again I can share a tear . I can laugh again I never did that before when I came in too my second home I am now pleased I found my self again . I made friendships that I never thought everyone changed me . So to you all thank you I was once in a really dark place now I am really happy ready for the further .
A quick message
That story is true
If you are like me just talk .
Jonathan Williams.
I am a breve person .
To stand up to them .
I got a performance this year .