Last year I hated myself I hated the parson I became from the talk about my mental health and speaking up about my rape story line I spoke to police I understand what they said . My anger was really bad I didn’t listen to anyone they did’nt to as well . I had wind up everyone . Last year I was under control my anger was bad and felt tired of getting angry . So I decide to change my way’s other wise I would of lost everyone . I listened more with my therapy had done amazing work with me . Over last year . Now I get along with all my team again and new team and old team I had from last year other year’s as well . Now I am happy I have put all my past in a box and lock it up . Forever and ever . I am no longer going to talk about those days everyone know what happened .

Now I have changed forever and ever . To be a happy parson . To plan my further

I won’t forget my past and dark past .

I made a promise to my family I wil be happy whatever that mesas . I have made a promise to Richard and Cassandra

With bad and good news I will always share it .

I have forgave everyone aprt from my dark parts

I have got friends at last took me years

I know who I am

Befor I din’t know .

I am now getting a long with all support

I am getting a long my family again .

I am happy .

I am at peach with everyone

I am doing more things thins year .

I am planning my upcoming holiday .

And spring also summer trips .

Last Year I had lost my support team lost myself I didn’t know who who I was . Lost my family we forgave each other .

Now I am happy .

I have got a new team and some team were from my old team .

I am more open with everything .

I only hug my family and Adam for now on

I can hug Bill and Margaret Ackber John Nat

that is all my going to hug

I am going to start volunteering at a school and libry

very soon .

I used to go a social club called kids in action I left it for volunteering and start planning my further . That is what I am doing .

I never thought I would a great uncle not like from last year . This year I am going to be a better family member that is what I have done I have made big changes . From last year and other years . Now I can be a great uncle a fun uncle . All my family knows I have made big changes . So has all my home . I love all family there my whole world . And I am am the sun . There all a huge part of my life . With out them them I would be lose I am so grateful for all my family and home for what they had done for me last year and 8 years inculcating birth .

Feels great to be normal with no mental health .

I am glad have myself over s . I am glad I have got a great team . And network

I had left living it up last year .

I wasn’t going there as before .

I will always miss that part of my life I am looking foreword to my new chapter .

I am still in touch with them all

I will always be a living it person .

I didn’t have a voice now I do .

I have came a long way .

I have now love myself and my body I don’t care what any things about me I am passed that .

If any one don’t like me it’s there choose I have done everything the only parson will be happy is me .

The past is in the past I have learnt a lot from myself . The real me .

I am final happy everyone can see that in me they don’t say out loud . They know .

I was always a victim in my life

now I am happy .

I have made huge progress

Now I know who I am

I don’t have no regents leaving kids in action and living it up was time to be happy and follow my hart . That is what I am now doing .

Life is too short .

I say good bye to my old self and people I lost in my life .

I know they are looking down on me and very proud of me . So is everyone that is alive I never believed in myself now I do .

. For my new chapter . to begin now . My therapist had done amazing work with me I have got a an amazing further . A head of me now .

I had forgave everyone that hurt me I won’t never ever forgive my monster’s

I am free from that past and all my past . My team therapist family friends had freed me from my monster’s To this me for the further .

Now I am looking forward to see what I can do in my further . Everyone in my past is me making a further and they are with me always . Now I make new memory’s with laughter joking around . I also said good bye to my dance life and TV life . I say good bye to my old social clubs as well . And be the friendly person I can be . They saved my live I see myself . Now I see the light . I was working hard on myself Let me show you the real me . You all changed my life so let show you be part of your life . Now let me change your life . I am now complete different .Nobday in my life that knows about my monster’s will never forgive them nore will I . They can go to hell I am a survive not a victim I am proud of myself . So is everyone . I more closer to my family friends and support of what has happened. I am final home took me year’s to coming home .