My first big year

My first big year
I left college and my past behind now am living in supporting living the rest of my life I am sacred of what the further brings I may lost everything I always come out fighting . I left everything behind and came fighting and stronger . Day by Day I left my family home and I now living in Brocks Road at number 14 . so far until I move again . It’s different from living with mum and dad but at one point we have to move on . My family has moved on I can do the same . Brocks Road home it’s yet my home it will do in the further . I need to get steeled down with my new house mate . It’s been a rollocostoer year for me It’s time to be a man not a young boy any more . The further should be bright. None of us know what is around the Conner . My move was a good idea to bee free from my parents now I can’t really be tolltey free . I all need help that is a pain because I got so many dreams. The one thing we all have is family a big one a small one or an agave one no one can that away from us. Family’s move away they do what to do . But with friends they say leave and the next thing is there over . Friends stay friends up till a stunds point . It’s different with family’s . They are always with us till the day they go. I have learnt allot in my first year . I also made some friends on the way . Now am looking for girl I would go out for a long time . Longer than anyone When you look at me closely am a not yet a boy am yet man I need time to find out the really me . There’s no need to pruet me anymore . I need to find who I am I can’t it if your on my back . I Am not a boy am not a man just yet don’t tell me want to think. I just want to be free . I used to be scared alone now I know not to be I am and always will be a fighter there’s always hope I need to figher it out on my own . I am not a boy a man If you look at me closely I am a fighter that isn’t scared of life anymore it is now my year I am 22 years old theirs a lot I want to go and see . I need time to settle down again I will be moving again . It will change things. For the further . I am a hosted person I tell the truth about my further . And how I want it planed out. The boy everyone knows is still a and always a young boy in hart .He don’ts know what he wants to do the further . But he an got idea . The one thing every says about me is my smile . It’s like a rainbow when people are low or happy my smile can make things better . For everyone . They all said keep on smiling like a sunshine . They said it glows . They said keep on being happy we know we can’t be happy all the time . It’s impoal . I have leant a lot living with someone and the way they think and act . Now It’s time too move on again With a none talker that would be more difficult . Leaning again with a none talker . Can do we’ll see . I want I never be defeated I will get stronger I close my eyes and wish my dreams . To come true I can be want ever I want my I didn’t know my own strength I pull back all the weigh I didn’t crumble I didn’t tumble I lost everything I surired everything and will do still. This year has change me . Being close with family this is the very first time . I am starting to talking about mum . To make me better talklv again . I always find a way to find a pick my self up. From Anything .
I left my school and everything I done and enjoyed now am stranding over from what happened in my life and take a huge leap and go with my gut . I never Amit am wrong because most times am right . And it’s one of these times . I do miss the old days but we are all getting older . To do what we like . I was will find what am looking for . In the long further . I will always find a way out of were ever I am . I am a very demined young man I will do anything for me and my family . I will always love my family and friends they will always be in my hart . were ever they are we will be close . I have closed all the doors and open new ones . I was a very shy person I am still shy but I can now talk before I didn’t wanted to now I talker . I do now more before it sees like my condion is working and my year . To get me more a man to build me up for the further .
I do feel invisible most times I do have a good family and a good circle of friends that what ever I do in life they will always back me up . I am lucky in a way that I got a loving family and friends am lucky I am now where I am now . In too loving homes . 22 is the age the brain get’s bigger . and think more most of all do more . Plan the further . We all got different dreams some got more than one . By the age of 30 the brain would be adbtble to think . That would be my age in half a year . Because am now 22 . When we getting older etch year our brain is more adable to think . And we go then what we leant here won’t be the same there . Am a mountain tree and a river and am a wind am the sun I got a vison I am a Engle that swans of everything . I am that sun is the sky I am the small piece of hope I can do anything reach for your dreams . Don’t let anyone tell any different . Follow your hart . were it goes . Then land softly Rember who you are .And go for it.

Jonathan Williams .
The thing no one can take away from me is my good hart and soul . Am that kind of person who likes to help anyone any time . Any were Who needs help . I will do it anyway . In my hart . I never think twice of what am going to do . I always speak my own mind I always use my mouth That’s good so people will know what I what in life. The one I thing I will always have is my good natured parson and my big hart the world is where I find me I feel me I seen the world part of it it’s amazing truly is I would love to do it again. I know what I want in my further . And I will get it I will fight it towards what I want . I never felt like Macintyre were am living is home am sure it will be in the further . Or I move on . My hart say’s go and my brain says stay right now am staying until am ready to leave . That could be soon . I need to follow my hart . That could be in the far further .
I am like a cool like a cumber nothing really bothers me unless something really gets under my way. My biggest passion is performing I want like to start doing it again . Am good at a lot of thigs . I am really good on stage that is were I belong that is what I call home. I love it it’s me all over dressing up being someone else . For part of my life . And I want to countin it .
We are all different . that’s good

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